Let's be real, guys. At the end of the day, no one gives a crap about me. I'm really tired of caring about people so much and getting absolutely nothing in return. I'm really sick of having no one around me that wants me to be happy. I want to go home. People love me, people give a shit, and most of all, people smile when they see me.

I used to be a good person. People used to actually be excited to be around me. So what happened? Did I suddenly grow fangs and spit fire? No. People just get meaner and more cruel and in general just care about themselves. And I can't be this person anymore. I can't be the one that keeps getting hurt. I don't know how to guard myself, but I have to try. Because this hurts too much.