It has been QUITE a month! The only reason that I'm not ready to let it go just yet is because I still have miles to go before I'm ready for my exams but all I can think about is how in less than a week I'll be back in paradise with awesome friends being who I want to be.
Yes, ladies and gents, if you couldn't tell...I don't like it here. And I get to play pretend for the most part. Orlando is my safe haven with friends that love me for who I really want to be. I am such an obsessed little girl about Disney and that's what I'm known as here in Auburn: the Disney freak. But in Orlando, most of us are obsessed and we love it. So I'm excited!
But seriously, this month of blogging every day has really helped me. I realized that I burdened people with my venting and now that I haven't had to vent as much to them, I've realized that: I love being single, I know who my real friends are, and I'm always making new friends. And those are some great feelings to have. :) What have you learned about me? That I'm a cranky bitch? That I complain about meaningless things? Well guess what. This is my blog and I get to do with it what I want. That's probably why I have so few followers but that's okay because I like this blog. It's pink, it's Disney, it's my outlet...it's me in a nutshell. :)
So goodbye April. I promise I'll be back more often now that I've learned what a valuable resource this blog is for me and come August, I'll be back every day to tell you all how amazing my summer was!
Current song - What the Hell - Avril Lavigne
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
procrastination + a lot on my mind = ...? (BEDA Day 29)
So I've been thinking a lot lately about who I am and what I want from life.
This is really hard for me because I have so many interests that it usually feels like I'll never find the one that's meant for me.
I don't know if you guys know this but there are a lot of reasons why I like Belle, and this one is a reason that I don't share very often. Belle knew that there was more out there than the tiny village she lived in. She was different and quirkier than anyone she knew, but it didn't feel quirky to her. She willingly gave her freedom to the freakiest beast and [what she would find to be as] prince. She not only put up with, but adapted to the strange way he did things and eventually tamed him. Somehow he ended up cherishing her and treating her like the princess she deserved to be. So the reason is, she is unlike any other princess because she fell for someone crazy/scary/unknown and made him her own.
Does this make sense to anyone? Because this is totally how I feel. As much as a "prince charming" is appealing to most girls, I don't feel like most girls. Yes, I'm a girly girl and love being spoiled, surprised, and doted upon but I also have a different side to me. I'm adventurous, try new things, and I enjoy adapted to others. I don't give up who I am but I always try new things to see if I like them. This quaint town of Auburn has it's appeal to some people: it's small, charming, and close to cities so that it can keep it's small town appeal. But on the other hand, it's a close-minded[for the most part], leech town that will trap you if you don't find a way out fast.
Here are some reasons that I'm different than a lot of people [and if you all can relate...well then I'm not different than you but I feel like it]
-I like big cities and want to live the crazy high life, but I also love going camping, sitting on the beach, lake, or mountains and roughing it.
-I love learning, but I hate school. [that's an easy one to guess/relate to]
-I hate being told what to do, and yet sometimes I'd rather someone command me to do something. [long story, it depends on my mood]
-I would adapt to almost anything for the man I fall in love with, but I still want to keep my likes/personality/flair and teach them to open their minds too.
-I could see myself being the ultimate wife, or I could totally be free as long as I get spoiled, supported, and get to live the life I want to live.
Now that I think about it, anyone reading this blog probably feels the same way about most of this, but you know what? In Auburn this isn't the case. Most of the girls just want to find a husband, have babies, and be the ultimate soccer mom. Now while I could totally do that, I choose not to. Yes, I want a husband one day. Kids will depend on our relationship. But no, I will not give in to the man all the time and lose my identity because I get married.
This post has jumped all over the place, but the point is....I have no idea what's in store for me and I don't care! I'm working through life, making choices, mistakes, and learning from all of it. No matter how much you can relate to this post, I am much more different than you can imagine. I barely scratched the surface into this subject and that's okay because I don't want to freak anyone out. I just want to get it out there that as much as I'm loving the single life right now, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find someone who can not only put up with me, but love me in spite of all of that. That thought only bothers me when I think about it for too long.
Current song - Ridin' Solo - Jason Derulo
This is really hard for me because I have so many interests that it usually feels like I'll never find the one that's meant for me.
I don't know if you guys know this but there are a lot of reasons why I like Belle, and this one is a reason that I don't share very often. Belle knew that there was more out there than the tiny village she lived in. She was different and quirkier than anyone she knew, but it didn't feel quirky to her. She willingly gave her freedom to the freakiest beast and [what she would find to be as] prince. She not only put up with, but adapted to the strange way he did things and eventually tamed him. Somehow he ended up cherishing her and treating her like the princess she deserved to be. So the reason is, she is unlike any other princess because she fell for someone crazy/scary/unknown and made him her own.
Does this make sense to anyone? Because this is totally how I feel. As much as a "prince charming" is appealing to most girls, I don't feel like most girls. Yes, I'm a girly girl and love being spoiled, surprised, and doted upon but I also have a different side to me. I'm adventurous, try new things, and I enjoy adapted to others. I don't give up who I am but I always try new things to see if I like them. This quaint town of Auburn has it's appeal to some people: it's small, charming, and close to cities so that it can keep it's small town appeal. But on the other hand, it's a close-minded[for the most part], leech town that will trap you if you don't find a way out fast.
Here are some reasons that I'm different than a lot of people [and if you all can relate...well then I'm not different than you but I feel like it]
-I like big cities and want to live the crazy high life, but I also love going camping, sitting on the beach, lake, or mountains and roughing it.
-I love learning, but I hate school. [that's an easy one to guess/relate to]
-I hate being told what to do, and yet sometimes I'd rather someone command me to do something. [long story, it depends on my mood]
-I would adapt to almost anything for the man I fall in love with, but I still want to keep my likes/personality/flair and teach them to open their minds too.
-I could see myself being the ultimate wife, or I could totally be free as long as I get spoiled, supported, and get to live the life I want to live.
Now that I think about it, anyone reading this blog probably feels the same way about most of this, but you know what? In Auburn this isn't the case. Most of the girls just want to find a husband, have babies, and be the ultimate soccer mom. Now while I could totally do that, I choose not to. Yes, I want a husband one day. Kids will depend on our relationship. But no, I will not give in to the man all the time and lose my identity because I get married.
This post has jumped all over the place, but the point is....I have no idea what's in store for me and I don't care! I'm working through life, making choices, mistakes, and learning from all of it. No matter how much you can relate to this post, I am much more different than you can imagine. I barely scratched the surface into this subject and that's okay because I don't want to freak anyone out. I just want to get it out there that as much as I'm loving the single life right now, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find someone who can not only put up with me, but love me in spite of all of that. That thought only bothers me when I think about it for too long.
Current song - Ridin' Solo - Jason Derulo
Thursday, April 28, 2011
I fail (BEDA Day 28)
Well, I almost made it. I almost was able to blog every single day in a month. And on the 27th day, I failed.
On my behalf, I was in panic mode about tornadoes coming to kill me, but I did have time earlier that day that I could have worked with. So I apologize if you were waiting to see my blog yesterday. I did not mean to let you down!
Let's continue...the Royal Wedding is ALMOST HERE!!!! Who is excited?!?! I sure am!! In preparation I am waiting Bride Wars and the TLC coverage and talking about it. This is history happening right before my eyes and I do NOT want to miss it!
I might go to sleep for a few hours just to be fully prepped but I also need to clean my room and get ready to study for three days straight. I have two intense finals, biology and theatre history, and oh my goodness are they going to kill me. I hope I make it through next Wednesday just because I want to get to Florida!!
I hope that everyone is having a magical day and I'm sorry that I missed yesterday.
Current song - Here Comes the Bride
On my behalf, I was in panic mode about tornadoes coming to kill me, but I did have time earlier that day that I could have worked with. So I apologize if you were waiting to see my blog yesterday. I did not mean to let you down!
Let's continue...the Royal Wedding is ALMOST HERE!!!! Who is excited?!?! I sure am!! In preparation I am waiting Bride Wars and the TLC coverage and talking about it. This is history happening right before my eyes and I do NOT want to miss it!
I might go to sleep for a few hours just to be fully prepped but I also need to clean my room and get ready to study for three days straight. I have two intense finals, biology and theatre history, and oh my goodness are they going to kill me. I hope I make it through next Wednesday just because I want to get to Florida!!
I hope that everyone is having a magical day and I'm sorry that I missed yesterday.
Current song - Here Comes the Bride
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
whoops (BEDA Day 26)
I totally almost forgot about this blog post. I have had a pretty interesting day, although it wasn't as hectic as it could have been.
We had our jazz final and I hope I got graded well on it [although I feel invisible in that class] and got to wear zombie makeup again. I won't be seeing it again for a while...*sigh* I skipped work because I got barely any sleep and decided to shower and sleep for a little while. Soon enough it was time for bio, callbacks, and now this assignment. I have lots left to do and no sanity, knowledge, or motivation to get through it, but of course I will. Florida is about a week away and I want to be there!
Speaking of Florida, that psychotic IDIOT from there just ruined a friend's job! I've been seething about my friend's ex-girlfriend who can't get over the fact that she's NOT RIGHT for him [or anyone because of her craziness] and got him fired today. If anyone deserved that job, Pat did. And I hope that she leaves Florida because no one deserves to be put through the hell she's put him through. There is no reason why someone would basically be doing hate crimes on a person who left a relationship on cordial terms. I hope she's happy because she is hated by everyone now.
Also, I hate hurting people. Whole different story, but whenever I try to break something gently to a person it only hurts them and it's not fair because I would never intentionally make someone feel like that. I've been that hurt person and I would never wish it on anyone!!
My vent for the day is that I feel like I burden people. I don't mean to, but I do. I fish for compliments, I cling to friends, I annoy people with long conversation. I wish it wasn't that way, but it is. Maybe one day I'll find out how to be less annoying. Until then, it's Godot time...
Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata
We had our jazz final and I hope I got graded well on it [although I feel invisible in that class] and got to wear zombie makeup again. I won't be seeing it again for a while...*sigh* I skipped work because I got barely any sleep and decided to shower and sleep for a little while. Soon enough it was time for bio, callbacks, and now this assignment. I have lots left to do and no sanity, knowledge, or motivation to get through it, but of course I will. Florida is about a week away and I want to be there!
Speaking of Florida, that psychotic IDIOT from there just ruined a friend's job! I've been seething about my friend's ex-girlfriend who can't get over the fact that she's NOT RIGHT for him [or anyone because of her craziness] and got him fired today. If anyone deserved that job, Pat did. And I hope that she leaves Florida because no one deserves to be put through the hell she's put him through. There is no reason why someone would basically be doing hate crimes on a person who left a relationship on cordial terms. I hope she's happy because she is hated by everyone now.
Also, I hate hurting people. Whole different story, but whenever I try to break something gently to a person it only hurts them and it's not fair because I would never intentionally make someone feel like that. I've been that hurt person and I would never wish it on anyone!!
My vent for the day is that I feel like I burden people. I don't mean to, but I do. I fish for compliments, I cling to friends, I annoy people with long conversation. I wish it wasn't that way, but it is. Maybe one day I'll find out how to be less annoying. Until then, it's Godot time...
Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata
Monday, April 25, 2011
the life of a stage manager (BEDA Day 25)
Well hello ladies and gents. I'm sitting here at the audition table just waiting for them to be over. I've been stressing about this official position as a stage manager, but this is going surprisingly well! We're going quickly and everything is running smoothly. Of course, this is the easiest part of the process and boy am I scared for the rest of it, but I'm hoping that this is a good omen!
In other news, we talked to David Grendel today and he is a director of USITT [a huge theatre tech conference that a lot of us go to] and so I got a HUGE contact to network through. He already have me 3, count it, THREE contacts from Disney that he knew off the top of his head for me to contact about meeting and steps to get a job later on in life. I feel amazing about this and I cannot wait to contact them!
I hope that this week keeps me sane and I hope that you are all sane in this crazy week.
Have a magical night!
Current song - Greek Alphabet Song
In other news, we talked to David Grendel today and he is a director of USITT [a huge theatre tech conference that a lot of us go to] and so I got a HUGE contact to network through. He already have me 3, count it, THREE contacts from Disney that he knew off the top of his head for me to contact about meeting and steps to get a job later on in life. I feel amazing about this and I cannot wait to contact them!
I hope that this week keeps me sane and I hope that you are all sane in this crazy week.
Have a magical night!
Current song - Greek Alphabet Song
Sunday, April 24, 2011
I hate Internet (BEDA Day 24)
I just need an iPhone. This is the third time I've had to use an iPhone for BEDA and it's killing me because I just know how much life is going to SUCK next semester without a smart phone to get me through la bête. Speaking of which, the auditions are tomorrow and I hope they go well for both the people auditioning and myself as an sm. I guess we will find out tomorrow! Ahhhhh!
Since this is sarahs iPhone and I only get limited time with her as it is...I'm going to hang out with her! Good night, all!
Current song - born this way - lady gaga
Since this is sarahs iPhone and I only get limited time with her as it is...I'm going to hang out with her! Good night, all!
Current song - born this way - lady gaga
Saturday, April 23, 2011
the gray area (BEDA Day 23)
Uh....how is it already April 23rd??? The end of BEDA is quickly approaching and I don't think I'm ready for that!! As much as I enjoy blogging every day, I don't think I'll be able to blog as much afterwards just because not having to do it will make me not as excited about it. But I am definitely planning on blogging more often because this month has really helped me de-stress by telling you all of my problems. Ha. Ha.
So I'm just sitting here supposed to be doing homework with Nancy but I decided to write this because I don't have internet at my apartment AGAIN and I don't want to be caught there tonight without internet or a friend with an iphone and have to either go home or go on campus just to type this up. Therefore, the procrastination blog.
The dance shows both last night and this afternoon went well, although I ripped the seam of my dress more so now there's a huge slit all the way up my thigh instead of just past my knee. I hope that no one sees my nude leotard because that's just yucky!! Sarah, Madeleine, Sarah's mom, Madeleine's mom, and Ben all came to see me dance and it was GREAT to be on that stage, let me tell you! I like being on stage, but I am ready for the drama in my life to be over for a while, so this last show is coming as a blessing to me right now. I need to get focused on studying hard and making good grades on my finals so that I can keep my scholarships and get out of this town without any worries.
Another interesting thing that happened to me today was that my brother actually asked to hang out with me. Shocker, right?! He and I headed to Panera for some food and then went to Tiger Town to do some shopping. It was really fun because he didn't get frustrated with me.
So after this last show I have photo call and then I'm off to hang out with Sarah for a while and have girly time! I'll wash off this zombie make up for the last time and get ready to play with babies on Easter morning!! I hope that everyone is enjoying their weekends and that we can all get through this last part of the semester so that everyone can enjoy some SUMMER!!!
Current song - Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine
So I'm just sitting here supposed to be doing homework with Nancy but I decided to write this because I don't have internet at my apartment AGAIN and I don't want to be caught there tonight without internet or a friend with an iphone and have to either go home or go on campus just to type this up. Therefore, the procrastination blog.
The dance shows both last night and this afternoon went well, although I ripped the seam of my dress more so now there's a huge slit all the way up my thigh instead of just past my knee. I hope that no one sees my nude leotard because that's just yucky!! Sarah, Madeleine, Sarah's mom, Madeleine's mom, and Ben all came to see me dance and it was GREAT to be on that stage, let me tell you! I like being on stage, but I am ready for the drama in my life to be over for a while, so this last show is coming as a blessing to me right now. I need to get focused on studying hard and making good grades on my finals so that I can keep my scholarships and get out of this town without any worries.
Another interesting thing that happened to me today was that my brother actually asked to hang out with me. Shocker, right?! He and I headed to Panera for some food and then went to Tiger Town to do some shopping. It was really fun because he didn't get frustrated with me.
So after this last show I have photo call and then I'm off to hang out with Sarah for a while and have girly time! I'll wash off this zombie make up for the last time and get ready to play with babies on Easter morning!! I hope that everyone is enjoying their weekends and that we can all get through this last part of the semester so that everyone can enjoy some SUMMER!!!
Current song - Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine
Friday, April 22, 2011
A night of relaxation (BEDA Day 22)
Hello friends! Our Internet is out again so I'm lucky enough to be hanging out with my friend chris and he is being sweet enough to let me use his iPhone for some blogage time. I got to have both a lazy and productive day without being extremely bored or stressed. I woke up and washed the remnants of my zombie makeup and hair off of me before heading over to do some errands. Last night I definitely went to wal mart with Madeleine in my zombie makeup to see what people would do or say and the product was amazing! I got so many crazy looks and people were very confused so I had a great time!
After my errands today I got to see my best friend in the entire world, Sarah! I got to hang out with her for like an hour and a half to catch up with her since she had been in Italy for the past three months. I had to leave her to go do some schoolwork with some girls from my theatre history class. It's our last big assignment and I wanted to be done with it so I could start studying for my exams. We didn't quite finish the assignment but we got over half of it done and we are going to toss ideas around to each other before we want to have it done on Monday.
I'll sign off for now just because I'm hanging out with chris Cromer right now
Current song- too far- Kylie minogue
After my errands today I got to see my best friend in the entire world, Sarah! I got to hang out with her for like an hour and a half to catch up with her since she had been in Italy for the past three months. I had to leave her to go do some schoolwork with some girls from my theatre history class. It's our last big assignment and I wanted to be done with it so I could start studying for my exams. We didn't quite finish the assignment but we got over half of it done and we are going to toss ideas around to each other before we want to have it done on Monday.
I'll sign off for now just because I'm hanging out with chris Cromer right now
Current song- too far- Kylie minogue
Thursday, April 21, 2011
oh dear god. really?! (BEDA Day 21)
Wow. Really? Wow. I can't even talk about what's going on because it's not professional of me to discuss anything. Let's just say that I'm not stupid. I know what events are right and wrong in the professional world. There you go.
Away from the unneeded drama that just unfolded on me, I've had a decent day. I'm ready for the dance show to be over because I need to learn how to sleep again. I'm ready to get my last school assignment over with so that I can focus solely on my biology and theatre history final. I'm really ready to be done with the semester and back to my paradise for a little while!! I have never needed a break this badly and I am sooooo ready to get away from this town!! It is toxic and I need to leave more than ever.
I'm sitting in biology typing this, trying to think of everything else that I need to get done before the end of the day and before/during dress rehearsal/preview tonight. I'm excited to be back on the stage for the first time in three years and I'm really excited to see what my hair and makeup is going to look like tonight!
I hope that everyone is having magical weeks! I'm really considering making a new second channel before starting my summer video series about Disney World. I hope that people subscribe and look through it because I'm really interested in this and I want to get it all started up soon!!
April and August are definitely the worst months to do this idea of BEDA. They are probably the most busy any college student will ever be in the semester. *sigh* It's a good thing I've needed an outlet like this all month. Sorry if I'm annoying anyone!!!
Current song - Too Far - Kylie Minogue
Away from the unneeded drama that just unfolded on me, I've had a decent day. I'm ready for the dance show to be over because I need to learn how to sleep again. I'm ready to get my last school assignment over with so that I can focus solely on my biology and theatre history final. I'm really ready to be done with the semester and back to my paradise for a little while!! I have never needed a break this badly and I am sooooo ready to get away from this town!! It is toxic and I need to leave more than ever.
I'm sitting in biology typing this, trying to think of everything else that I need to get done before the end of the day and before/during dress rehearsal/preview tonight. I'm excited to be back on the stage for the first time in three years and I'm really excited to see what my hair and makeup is going to look like tonight!
I hope that everyone is having magical weeks! I'm really considering making a new second channel before starting my summer video series about Disney World. I hope that people subscribe and look through it because I'm really interested in this and I want to get it all started up soon!!
April and August are definitely the worst months to do this idea of BEDA. They are probably the most busy any college student will ever be in the semester. *sigh* It's a good thing I've needed an outlet like this all month. Sorry if I'm annoying anyone!!!
Current song - Too Far - Kylie Minogue
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
my motto (BEDA Day 20)
It has gotten to the point of this tech week where my favorite motto comes in VERY handy: fake it til you make it. This motto has helped me through a semester of working at Disney, being a camp counselor for a summer with little girls running wild all over the place, starting my stage management work in the theatre, and many more. So we're getting to the point of the show process where I want to rip my hair out and I have no sleep or time to work.
The good part about that is I am completely done with my SM assignments. I only have one assignment left for theatre history and biology only has the final left. I hope that everything ends well because I'd like to keep my scholarship and I enjoy doing well in school.
I hope that you all are having lovely weeks and that you're not getting bored with my annoying blog posts.
Current song: Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine
The good part about that is I am completely done with my SM assignments. I only have one assignment left for theatre history and biology only has the final left. I hope that everything ends well because I'd like to keep my scholarship and I enjoy doing well in school.
I hope that you all are having lovely weeks and that you're not getting bored with my annoying blog posts.
Current song: Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
time to open up and let it go (BEDA Day 19)
Okay readers, if you do NOT want to read an angsty, emo, depressed post then stop right now. I have no energy to put this into positive words. Here it goes:
I feel like you're doing this to torture me. You're dangling what I want right in front of my face. Smiling, giggling, and plotting to hurt me. Well you win...it hurts more than you think. You've made it so that I'm longing to get out of everything and leave one of the things I love the most behind, that's how bad it hurts. I've tried so hard to avoid drama and petty arguments and issues...but you keep me in that world. Are you happy? Do you like making me feel worthless, useless, and exhausted. I can't kiss ass anymore. I can't smile at you when I want to cry.
Okay, you're different. I've loved hanging out with you for the longest time. But now...all I hear is how much it's about you. How your problems have to equate to mine. How you feel EXACTLY how I feel. Maybe I'm being a little kid about it, but you don't understand, you haven't been through the same thing, and you aren't like me. As much as we're similar, we're also different. So right now, I just need my space. I love you, but I need to sit back, learn how to deal with my situation, and come back to you when I'm ready. Because right now, I'm just not and I don't want you to get hurt because of other issues in my life.
I guess that's all I had to say to the world today. I really want to get back into a dance studio and choreograph again. There are a few songs I've always wanted to work with and I usually get a burst of creativity before it dies down again. I need my outlet back. Sorry that this was so angsty and boring. I'll stop being a 7 year old with baby problems now.
Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata
I feel like you're doing this to torture me. You're dangling what I want right in front of my face. Smiling, giggling, and plotting to hurt me. Well you win...it hurts more than you think. You've made it so that I'm longing to get out of everything and leave one of the things I love the most behind, that's how bad it hurts. I've tried so hard to avoid drama and petty arguments and issues...but you keep me in that world. Are you happy? Do you like making me feel worthless, useless, and exhausted. I can't kiss ass anymore. I can't smile at you when I want to cry.
Okay, you're different. I've loved hanging out with you for the longest time. But now...all I hear is how much it's about you. How your problems have to equate to mine. How you feel EXACTLY how I feel. Maybe I'm being a little kid about it, but you don't understand, you haven't been through the same thing, and you aren't like me. As much as we're similar, we're also different. So right now, I just need my space. I love you, but I need to sit back, learn how to deal with my situation, and come back to you when I'm ready. Because right now, I'm just not and I don't want you to get hurt because of other issues in my life.
I guess that's all I had to say to the world today. I really want to get back into a dance studio and choreograph again. There are a few songs I've always wanted to work with and I usually get a burst of creativity before it dies down again. I need my outlet back. Sorry that this was so angsty and boring. I'll stop being a 7 year old with baby problems now.
Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata
Monday, April 18, 2011
why does no one comment? (BEDA Day 18)
Well hi everyone! Oh wait...MAYBE two people read this. *sigh* I'm not feeling the love, guys. I'm just not.
Mondays usually bring me down just because it's after my three day weekends and I don't like school at all, but you know what? I made myself suck it up and NOT get über depressed today! Besides, my voice teacher always makes me feel better because she lets me vent about life and gives me the confidence to finish my lesson. She is effing amazing!
I'm loving how I get to keep making friends and strengthening the friendships that I already have. I really think that the girls I hung out with this weekend [Nancy, AnnaClaire, and Mallory] are some girls that I want to become closer to and keep in my close circle for life. They are genuinely amazing and would never do anything behind my back to hurt me or pull me down. I really want to be more like them because they are showing me the kind of person that I admire.
I hope that you all have a MAGICAL week and that you enjoyed my hella short post last night from Frances' iphone because it was much harder than you thought! I think I have internet back though! [I'm at dance rehearsal so I don't really know yet, but I think we do!]
I'll be at dance rehearsal all week in prep for the show this weekend!
Current song - Gravity - Sara Bareilles [Shanna is singing it down the hall for one of the dance pieces]
Mondays usually bring me down just because it's after my three day weekends and I don't like school at all, but you know what? I made myself suck it up and NOT get über depressed today! Besides, my voice teacher always makes me feel better because she lets me vent about life and gives me the confidence to finish my lesson. She is effing amazing!
I'm loving how I get to keep making friends and strengthening the friendships that I already have. I really think that the girls I hung out with this weekend [Nancy, AnnaClaire, and Mallory] are some girls that I want to become closer to and keep in my close circle for life. They are genuinely amazing and would never do anything behind my back to hurt me or pull me down. I really want to be more like them because they are showing me the kind of person that I admire.
I hope that you all have a MAGICAL week and that you enjoyed my hella short post last night from Frances' iphone because it was much harder than you thought! I think I have internet back though! [I'm at dance rehearsal so I don't really know yet, but I think we do!]
I'll be at dance rehearsal all week in prep for the show this weekend!
Current song - Gravity - Sara Bareilles [Shanna is singing it down the hall for one of the dance pieces]
Sunday, April 17, 2011
BEDA Day 17
So I'm writing this on Frances' iPhone because our Internet has been jank ever since the big storms a couple of weeks ago. I HATE it when the Internet isn't working because it's way harder to type on this phone! I hate to say it but this will be a very short blog post and I'll be more on top of it this week. Today I went to my friends' wedding shower and it makes me sooooo happy to see a couple work so well and knowing that they will be together forever. They're perfect together and I'm proud to call them my friends. I can't wait for their wedding in July!
Current song - I see the light - tangled soundtrack
Current song - I see the light - tangled soundtrack
Saturday, April 16, 2011
way busier than i expected!! (BEDA Day 16)
Wow I really don't know where this day went! I woke up at 7 to get ready for ushering and seeing the last performance of Hamlet, I took Madeleine and the puppy on some adventures, I took an hour nap, I helped my brother with his prom pictures, I ate dinner with my family and Mallory, and then we picked up Helen and Nancy and headed back to Mallory's for some Disney movie action. Really...I don't know where the day went.
Let me just say though, that out of all those things, really?! MY BROTHER IS A SENIOR! He's about to graduate!!! I feel so old!!!!!!!!! Why is everyone growing up so much? I just wanna have fun and have a summer without worrying about being old. Ewwwww.
But seriously, Mallory, Nancy, Helen, and I had an awesome time. We all really just wanted to chill and so we went and got some drank before going to watch Princess and the Frog and venting about our pet peeves lately and how we feel about everything. Mallory gets to leave it all so she basically just listened to us whine while being the lucky one who gets to leave! But we've decided that living in a house in Orlando together would be amazing and then we could all work at Disney together and live happily ever after!
So basically today was not bad because nothing traumatic happened and I didn't have to think about drama all day. We got to vent about it later, but it wasn't bad. And we all had an awesome time! I hope that I get to spend a TON of time with these girls before the summer starts!!!
Current song - I'm Almost There - Princess and the Frog soundtrack
Let me just say though, that out of all those things, really?! MY BROTHER IS A SENIOR! He's about to graduate!!! I feel so old!!!!!!!!! Why is everyone growing up so much? I just wanna have fun and have a summer without worrying about being old. Ewwwww.
But seriously, Mallory, Nancy, Helen, and I had an awesome time. We all really just wanted to chill and so we went and got some drank before going to watch Princess and the Frog and venting about our pet peeves lately and how we feel about everything. Mallory gets to leave it all so she basically just listened to us whine while being the lucky one who gets to leave! But we've decided that living in a house in Orlando together would be amazing and then we could all work at Disney together and live happily ever after!
So basically today was not bad because nothing traumatic happened and I didn't have to think about drama all day. We got to vent about it later, but it wasn't bad. And we all had an awesome time! I hope that I get to spend a TON of time with these girls before the summer starts!!!
Current song - I'm Almost There - Princess and the Frog soundtrack
Friday, April 15, 2011
why always me? (BEDA Day 15)
So...um....this day has sucked!!!
Before I get in to that though I would like to tell you how AMAZING last night was! I didn't have the best end to my school day starting with lab and ending with biology class. I just didn't have a good day and I don't know why. People have been bringing me down whether it be intentional or not and it just isn't making me happy lately.
Anyways so last night Anna Claire, Nancy and I went over to watch Mamma Mia and have some drank. It ended up being really REALLY fun just because it was a judge-free zone and we are crazy together. I ended up having some yummy drank and getting home to cuddle in my nice bigger bed.
This day was okay, but really....it wasn't. I just got the worst feelings, the worst attitude given to me, and I just can't handle it anymore. I don't like feeling like I'm worthless and that's all I'm being given. I just am getting negativity all around me and I feel like everyone is a high schooler again. I'm determined to surround myself with only people that make me feel safe and decent. *sigh*
Current song - True Love's Kiss - Enchanted soundtrack
Before I get in to that though I would like to tell you how AMAZING last night was! I didn't have the best end to my school day starting with lab and ending with biology class. I just didn't have a good day and I don't know why. People have been bringing me down whether it be intentional or not and it just isn't making me happy lately.
Anyways so last night Anna Claire, Nancy and I went over to watch Mamma Mia and have some drank. It ended up being really REALLY fun just because it was a judge-free zone and we are crazy together. I ended up having some yummy drank and getting home to cuddle in my nice bigger bed.
This day was okay, but really....it wasn't. I just got the worst feelings, the worst attitude given to me, and I just can't handle it anymore. I don't like feeling like I'm worthless and that's all I'm being given. I just am getting negativity all around me and I feel like everyone is a high schooler again. I'm determined to surround myself with only people that make me feel safe and decent. *sigh*
Current song - True Love's Kiss - Enchanted soundtrack
Thursday, April 14, 2011
lots of reunions!! (BEDA Day 14)
Well here I go! We're back to Disney today with a list of what exactly I get to do this summer!!
Not only am I already DYING to be back in Florida, but more and more reasons keep popping up of why I should be there all the time!! Let's start with the most logical reasons:
-I need to work. I need to save some of that money in the bank so I can have funds to move after college, keep paying for HP conferences and annual passes, and make sure that I survive through college.
-I need the experience with the company even more. With the end of college coming closer, I need to start making my mark with the Disney company so that I have somewhere to move on after I graduate.
-I have some meetings set up with stage managers in the Entertainment area to get an idea of what they do and how I can get there. I have more opportunities to learn from them than I do just SM-ing here at Auburn.
Here are some not so logical reasons of why I need to be in Florida ASAP:
-I miss it! Walt Disney World is my paradise [and Disneyland was wonderful too] and I need more of it so that I can be happy!
-I get to see literally EVERYONE this summer! Some friends just graduating [Mallory Porter will be there], some old friends from my program [my best friend, Brogan, Bethany, Melonie, Brianna, etc], and even some people I've just met throughout my time there [Ashley Bekerman, Pat, and more!] and the list just keeps expanding! I cannot WAIT to be back with people that will do anything and go anywhere with me! I want to experience this summer the way that a 21 year old Disney lover is supposed to experience it!
-I need to get out of Auburn. If I could feasibly do what I wanted, I'd be doing another college program and getting as far away from here as I possibly can. The prospect of getting through this last year and a half as just a Seasonal Cast Member is becoming less of an ideal situation and more of a hindrance on my spot in the company. I want to learn new things, meet new people, and try to get closer to my goal with the company.
Basically, these last few weeks are killing me, then I get a week of paradise, then back to hell for 5 weeks, then to paradise for another 5 or 6...someone save me! I just want to move down there now!!
I hope that this post was Disney enough for everyone and if you have any questions you'd like me to answer about my time at Disney just let me know!
Current song - Born This Way - Sam Tsui cover of Lady Gaga
Not only am I already DYING to be back in Florida, but more and more reasons keep popping up of why I should be there all the time!! Let's start with the most logical reasons:
-I need to work. I need to save some of that money in the bank so I can have funds to move after college, keep paying for HP conferences and annual passes, and make sure that I survive through college.
-I need the experience with the company even more. With the end of college coming closer, I need to start making my mark with the Disney company so that I have somewhere to move on after I graduate.
-I have some meetings set up with stage managers in the Entertainment area to get an idea of what they do and how I can get there. I have more opportunities to learn from them than I do just SM-ing here at Auburn.
Here are some not so logical reasons of why I need to be in Florida ASAP:
-I miss it! Walt Disney World is my paradise [and Disneyland was wonderful too] and I need more of it so that I can be happy!
-I get to see literally EVERYONE this summer! Some friends just graduating [Mallory Porter will be there], some old friends from my program [my best friend, Brogan, Bethany, Melonie, Brianna, etc], and even some people I've just met throughout my time there [Ashley Bekerman, Pat, and more!] and the list just keeps expanding! I cannot WAIT to be back with people that will do anything and go anywhere with me! I want to experience this summer the way that a 21 year old Disney lover is supposed to experience it!
-I need to get out of Auburn. If I could feasibly do what I wanted, I'd be doing another college program and getting as far away from here as I possibly can. The prospect of getting through this last year and a half as just a Seasonal Cast Member is becoming less of an ideal situation and more of a hindrance on my spot in the company. I want to learn new things, meet new people, and try to get closer to my goal with the company.
Basically, these last few weeks are killing me, then I get a week of paradise, then back to hell for 5 weeks, then to paradise for another 5 or 6...someone save me! I just want to move down there now!!
I hope that this post was Disney enough for everyone and if you have any questions you'd like me to answer about my time at Disney just let me know!
Current song - Born This Way - Sam Tsui cover of Lady Gaga
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
*facepalm* (BEDA Day13)
Why am I so overdramatic? I'm taking a break from my Disney-themed week to tell you all that I make a huge deal out of nothing, I am overly sensitive, and I cry really easily. Oh, and I don't do well with confrontation. All of these qualities need to change if I even want to CONSIDER being a stage manager ever.
As well as my habits of being a procrastinator, jumping to conclusions, speaking out of turn, etc.
I take things to the extreme and I really don't mean to but it always happens. I need to just calm down.
After all of my self-created drama today I just want to get out of here and go to Florida, where I belong!! I want my Bri, my Disney, and my freedom. I want to leave and not come back. But I can't do that. I have to finish. I have 23 days until I get to see her and be rid of this place for a week. And then I'm back here to the old grind. Really, how am I going to make it through another 5 weeks of classes??? I shouldn't even be focused on that!!! I need to get through these last few weeks strong, confident, and drama-free. Oh and that's another thing. I could go all three of these weeks without ever seeing one male, and I think I would be much happier. Madeleine, Nancy, Emily, Jennie, Katie, Ace, Mallory...and many more....they've all just been such a comfort to me because somehow we girls understand each other. I thought that boys were better about that, but oh my gosh I was terribly wrong. They are even worse sometimes and I am sick of it.
At any rate, I'm waiting to get back to my paradise to see my friends, my life, and my castle!
So I guess I mentioned Disney, but I didn't mention much. Anything anyone wants to know about Disney because this is the week to ask!
Current song - Granger Danger - A Very Potter Sequel soundtrack (right?)
As well as my habits of being a procrastinator, jumping to conclusions, speaking out of turn, etc.
I take things to the extreme and I really don't mean to but it always happens. I need to just calm down.
After all of my self-created drama today I just want to get out of here and go to Florida, where I belong!! I want my Bri, my Disney, and my freedom. I want to leave and not come back. But I can't do that. I have to finish. I have 23 days until I get to see her and be rid of this place for a week. And then I'm back here to the old grind. Really, how am I going to make it through another 5 weeks of classes??? I shouldn't even be focused on that!!! I need to get through these last few weeks strong, confident, and drama-free. Oh and that's another thing. I could go all three of these weeks without ever seeing one male, and I think I would be much happier. Madeleine, Nancy, Emily, Jennie, Katie, Ace, Mallory...and many more....they've all just been such a comfort to me because somehow we girls understand each other. I thought that boys were better about that, but oh my gosh I was terribly wrong. They are even worse sometimes and I am sick of it.
At any rate, I'm waiting to get back to my paradise to see my friends, my life, and my castle!
So I guess I mentioned Disney, but I didn't mention much. Anything anyone wants to know about Disney because this is the week to ask!
Current song - Granger Danger - A Very Potter Sequel soundtrack (right?)
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
early posts FTW! (BEDA Day 12)
Well I'm glad that I got a little bit of feedback about a post! Thanks to Malcolm and Madeleine for not only reading my post, but using the same list of 100 Disney movies and doing the same thing that I did with it! I have to show Madeleine quite a few Disney movies, and Malcolm definitely needs to borrow a couple, and we ALL need to see Tron, but other than that....SUCCESS!!!
Malcolm suggested that I give you my Top 10 Disney movies in my opinion. This is really hard for me to do, so I might have to do it by categories in my mind. This also requires that I use IMDB a lot right now. So that's why I'm starting this post at 10:08am!
My first category, of course, is princess movies. Are you ready, readers???
1) Beauty and the Beast (did you really have to wonder at all?)
2) Princess and the Frog (I can't help it, it was THAT cute!)
3) The Little Mermaid
4) Tangled
5) Aladdin
6) Enchanted
7) Cinderella
8) Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
9) Sleeping Beauty
*for those of you who don't know, I kind of have a grudge against Aurora. Yes, she is one of the best singers. No, that doesn't mean I love her. Don't hate.
*did I miss anyone? Leave in the comments!
Alright, now I just need to go ahead and leave who my favorite princes are, just for funsies:
1) Eric
2) Aladdin
3) Naveen
4) Flynn
5) Beast/Adam
6) Edward (for the laugh factor, and uh...James Marsden? YES PLEASE!)
7) Phillip (he might actually be higher up because he is the first prince to fight for his princess)
8) Charming (he does nothing to deserve her, and vice versa)
9) Snow prince (he's such a small character that he doesn't have a name....AND he's a pedophile! No way!)
Now that my princess/girly obsession list is over with, let's try a Pixar list:
*remember that I am Dory and I forget a lot of things when making lists
1) Wall-E
2) Ratatouille
3) Finding Nemo
4) the Toy Story trilogy
5) UP
6) The Incredibles
7) Monsters, Inc.
8) Cars
9) A Bug's Life
*I know I'm missing a lot. Remind me which ones I missed, guys!!
Here we go....non-Pixar, non-princess animated movies:
1) 101 Dalamatians
2) The Lion King
3) Robin Hood
4) Pocahontas
5) Mulan
6) Fantasia/Fantasia 2000
7) Hercules
8) Oliver and Company
9) The Great Mouse Detective
10) Alice in Wonderland
And for the last category....non-animated Disney movies:
1) National Treasure series
2) Mary Poppins
3) George of the [freaking!!] Jungle
4) The Lizzie McGuire Movie (don't judge!!)
5) Hocus Pocus
6) Newsies
7) The Princess Diaries series
8) Heavyweights
9) Tuck Everlasting
10) The Parent Trap (both)
I also LOVE Disney channel original movies and disney channel in general. Basically, disney freak...sitting right here. Anything else you wanna know about me? Any other lists I need to make?? Leave it in the comments! Until then, have a magical day, ladies and gents!
Current song - Stand By Me (I have no idea, don't ask)
Malcolm suggested that I give you my Top 10 Disney movies in my opinion. This is really hard for me to do, so I might have to do it by categories in my mind. This also requires that I use IMDB a lot right now. So that's why I'm starting this post at 10:08am!
My first category, of course, is princess movies. Are you ready, readers???
1) Beauty and the Beast (did you really have to wonder at all?)
2) Princess and the Frog (I can't help it, it was THAT cute!)
3) The Little Mermaid
4) Tangled
5) Aladdin
6) Enchanted
7) Cinderella
8) Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
9) Sleeping Beauty
*for those of you who don't know, I kind of have a grudge against Aurora. Yes, she is one of the best singers. No, that doesn't mean I love her. Don't hate.
*did I miss anyone? Leave in the comments!
Alright, now I just need to go ahead and leave who my favorite princes are, just for funsies:
1) Eric
2) Aladdin
3) Naveen
4) Flynn
5) Beast/Adam
6) Edward (for the laugh factor, and uh...James Marsden? YES PLEASE!)
7) Phillip (he might actually be higher up because he is the first prince to fight for his princess)
8) Charming (he does nothing to deserve her, and vice versa)
9) Snow prince (he's such a small character that he doesn't have a name....AND he's a pedophile! No way!)
Now that my princess/girly obsession list is over with, let's try a Pixar list:
*remember that I am Dory and I forget a lot of things when making lists
1) Wall-E
2) Ratatouille
3) Finding Nemo
4) the Toy Story trilogy
5) UP
6) The Incredibles
7) Monsters, Inc.
8) Cars
9) A Bug's Life
*I know I'm missing a lot. Remind me which ones I missed, guys!!
Here we go....non-Pixar, non-princess animated movies:
1) 101 Dalamatians
2) The Lion King
3) Robin Hood
4) Pocahontas
5) Mulan
6) Fantasia/Fantasia 2000
7) Hercules
8) Oliver and Company
9) The Great Mouse Detective
10) Alice in Wonderland
And for the last category....non-animated Disney movies:
1) National Treasure series
2) Mary Poppins
3) George of the [freaking!!] Jungle
4) The Lizzie McGuire Movie (don't judge!!)
5) Hocus Pocus
6) Newsies
7) The Princess Diaries series
8) Heavyweights
9) Tuck Everlasting
10) The Parent Trap (both)
I also LOVE Disney channel original movies and disney channel in general. Basically, disney freak...sitting right here. Anything else you wanna know about me? Any other lists I need to make?? Leave it in the comments! Until then, have a magical day, ladies and gents!
Current song - Stand By Me (I have no idea, don't ask)
Monday, April 11, 2011
good day! (BEDA Day 11)
Well hi! I'm Dory, and this is....
Just kidding, but I am in a great mood like Dory always is!
Other than my voice lesson being canceled I had a normal Monday and guess what....it didn't kill me!! I'm so glad that I finally had a good day that would normally be stressful for me because for once I am on top of my schoolwork and ready to have some 'me' time! I have a decently busy week ahead of me, but schoolwork is one thing that I will not have to focus on because I'm basically done with everything that I really need to do!
Okay, enough bragging to my blog and myself. I have laundry to change out and pajamas to put on, so what would you guys like me to tell you about? Anything? *cricket noise* Wow...you guys sure are an energetic crowd. *sigh*
Well I've looked something up and I'm about to show you the Top 100 Disney movies [according to users that go to this random website] and see how many I haven't seen. In order! Green means I have seen the movies and red means that I haven't. I will also put a star by the ones that I own. Enjoy!
1) The Lion King
2) Beauty and the Beast*
3) Tangled*
4) Aladdin*
5) Toy Story
6) The Little Mermaid*
7) Finding Nemo*
8) Toy Story 3
9) Up
19) Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl*
20) Lady and the Tramp*
21) Cinderella*
22) The Fox and the Hound
23) Tru Confessions
24) Sleeping Beauty*
25) Bambi
26) Ratatouille*
27) Fantasia*
28) 101 Dalmatians*
29) Alice in Wonderland
30) Pinocchio
31) The Jungle Book*
32) Hercules
33) The Aristocats*
34) The Incredibles
35) Enchanted*
36) Remember the Titans
37) Toby Tyler
38) The Great Mouse Detective*
39) The Parent Trap
40) Tarzan*
41) Swiss Family Robinson*
42) The Princess and the Frog*
43) The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe*
44) Homeward Bound: The Incredible Journey
45) The Hunchback of Notre Dame
46) Miracle
47) Oliver and Company
48) Almost Angels
49) Dumbo
50) The Muppet Christmas Carol
51) Toy Story 2
52) The Sword in the Stone
53) The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian*
54) Pocahontas
55) Cars*
56) Howl's Moving Castle
57) Old Yeller
58) Eight Below
59) Ponyo
60) Cool Runnings
61) Tron: Legacy
62) Bolt
63) Lilo and Stitch
64) Love Leads the Way
65) Bedknobs and Broomsticks
66) A Goofy Movie
67) The Scream Team
68) National Treasure: Book of Secrets
69) Heavyweights*
70) Motocrossed
71) A Bug's Life*
72) Newsies*
73) National Treasure
74) Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
75) Tiger Cruise
76) The Legend of Lobo
77) The Adventures of Ichabod and Mr. Toad
78) The Rescuers Down Under
79) Prince of Persia: Sands of Time
80) Iron Will
81) The Journey of Natty Gann
82) White Fang
83) Meet the Robinsons
84) The Lion King II: Simba's Pride
85) The Mighty Ducks
86) Holes
87) Treasure Planet
88) Tinker Bell and the Great Fairy Rescue
89) Pollyanna
90) Brother Bear
91) Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure
92) James and the Giant Peach
93) Sky High
94) Saludos Amigos
95) The Parent Trap (new)
96) Wizards of Waverly Place: The Movie
97) Right on Track
98) Greyfriar's Bobby
99) Sorceror's Apprentice
100) Secretariat
You're welcome!!
Current song - Amigas Cheetahs - The Cheetah Girls soundtrack
Just kidding, but I am in a great mood like Dory always is!
Other than my voice lesson being canceled I had a normal Monday and guess what....it didn't kill me!! I'm so glad that I finally had a good day that would normally be stressful for me because for once I am on top of my schoolwork and ready to have some 'me' time! I have a decently busy week ahead of me, but schoolwork is one thing that I will not have to focus on because I'm basically done with everything that I really need to do!
Okay, enough bragging to my blog and myself. I have laundry to change out and pajamas to put on, so what would you guys like me to tell you about? Anything? *cricket noise* Wow...you guys sure are an energetic crowd. *sigh*
Well I've looked something up and I'm about to show you the Top 100 Disney movies [according to users that go to this random website] and see how many I haven't seen. In order! Green means I have seen the movies and red means that I haven't. I will also put a star by the ones that I own. Enjoy!
1) The Lion King
2) Beauty and the Beast*
3) Tangled*
4) Aladdin*
5) Toy Story
6) The Little Mermaid*
7) Finding Nemo*
8) Toy Story 3
9) Up
10) Song of the South
11) Peter Pan
12) Robin Hood*
13) Mulan*
14) Wall-E
15) Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs*
16) Monsters, Inc.*
17) Mary Poppins*
18) Spirited Away 19) Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl*
20) Lady and the Tramp*
21) Cinderella*
22) The Fox and the Hound
23) Tru Confessions
24) Sleeping Beauty*
25) Bambi
26) Ratatouille*
27) Fantasia*
28) 101 Dalmatians*
29) Alice in Wonderland
30) Pinocchio
31) The Jungle Book*
32) Hercules
33) The Aristocats*
34) The Incredibles
35) Enchanted*
36) Remember the Titans
37) Toby Tyler
38) The Great Mouse Detective*
39) The Parent Trap
40) Tarzan*
41) Swiss Family Robinson*
42) The Princess and the Frog*
43) The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe*
44) Homeward Bound: The Incredible Journey
45) The Hunchback of Notre Dame
46) Miracle
47) Oliver and Company
48) Almost Angels
49) Dumbo
50) The Muppet Christmas Carol
51) Toy Story 2
52) The Sword in the Stone
53) The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian*
54) Pocahontas
55) Cars*
56) Howl's Moving Castle
57) Old Yeller
58) Eight Below
59) Ponyo
60) Cool Runnings
61) Tron: Legacy
62) Bolt
63) Lilo and Stitch
64) Love Leads the Way
65) Bedknobs and Broomsticks
66) A Goofy Movie
67) The Scream Team
68) National Treasure: Book of Secrets
69) Heavyweights*
70) Motocrossed
71) A Bug's Life*
72) Newsies*
73) National Treasure
74) Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
75) Tiger Cruise
76) The Legend of Lobo
77) The Adventures of Ichabod and Mr. Toad
78) The Rescuers Down Under
79) Prince of Persia: Sands of Time
80) Iron Will
81) The Journey of Natty Gann
82) White Fang
83) Meet the Robinsons
84) The Lion King II: Simba's Pride
85) The Mighty Ducks
86) Holes
87) Treasure Planet
88) Tinker Bell and the Great Fairy Rescue
89) Pollyanna
90) Brother Bear
91) Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure
92) James and the Giant Peach
93) Sky High
94) Saludos Amigos
95) The Parent Trap (new)
96) Wizards of Waverly Place: The Movie
97) Right on Track
98) Greyfriar's Bobby
99) Sorceror's Apprentice
100) Secretariat
You're welcome!!
Current song - Amigas Cheetahs - The Cheetah Girls soundtrack
Sunday, April 10, 2011
happy day! (BEDA Day 10)
I've decided to give whoever reads this a happy blog post because I'm happy today and I've been a Debbie Downer for long enough!!
I actually had a wonderful day: I had done all of my homework yesterday so I got to enjoy my day. I got to exchange my twin bed to a full bed (with the help of my brother and sister) so I feel like a big girl now. :P I watched half of Tangled (and am finishing it now because I CAN) for the millionth time. I got to babysit the cutest girl ever, play with my sister's puppy, AND make my favorite kitty purr. Those things just can't be replaced with anything better. Today was a damn good day, and I didn't feel stressed for the first time in a really long time. Despite some drama that always seems to follow me, I am in a wonderful mood!
I also did another big kid thing: I filed for taxes for the first time ever! I'm getting a nice return (which will be put straight into savings) and I feel very accomplished.
In short, I am a happy girl. I am ready for the week (reading included, not just assignments!!) and I am still determined to finish this semester on top!
Don't forget to leave me comments about what you'd like me to talk about because my days are NOT that interesting!!
Current song - When Will My Life Begin? (Reprise 2) - 'Tangled' soundtrack
I actually had a wonderful day: I had done all of my homework yesterday so I got to enjoy my day. I got to exchange my twin bed to a full bed (with the help of my brother and sister) so I feel like a big girl now. :P I watched half of Tangled (and am finishing it now because I CAN) for the millionth time. I got to babysit the cutest girl ever, play with my sister's puppy, AND make my favorite kitty purr. Those things just can't be replaced with anything better. Today was a damn good day, and I didn't feel stressed for the first time in a really long time. Despite some drama that always seems to follow me, I am in a wonderful mood!
I also did another big kid thing: I filed for taxes for the first time ever! I'm getting a nice return (which will be put straight into savings) and I feel very accomplished.
In short, I am a happy girl. I am ready for the week (reading included, not just assignments!!) and I am still determined to finish this semester on top!
Don't forget to leave me comments about what you'd like me to talk about because my days are NOT that interesting!!
Current song - When Will My Life Begin? (Reprise 2) - 'Tangled' soundtrack
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