I'd like to know a few things. I'd like to know what makes me so unattractive. Why I'm seen to be a great girl to hook up with, but not date. Why there is no future with me, ever. Why it's okay to get me attached and then cut me off.
I'd like to know why I keep letting myself get hurt. Why I'm so irrational about things. Why I'm an idiot. Why everything hurts.
I'd like to know why nothing is good enough. Why, either way, things will end badly for me. Why people use me the way they do.
I'd just like to know why.
Really though. What's wrong with me? I don't even think I care and then I come to find out that I do. Am I too fat? Too ugly? Too self-conscious? Too unattractive? Too mean? Too nice? Too girly? Too stern? What is wrong with me?
Those are just a few of the things I'd like to know.
Current song - Let the Rain - Sara Bareilles
No comments:
Post a Comment