Tuesday, April 26, 2011

whoops (BEDA Day 26)

I totally almost forgot about this blog post. I have had a pretty interesting day, although it wasn't as hectic as it could have been.

We had our jazz final and I hope I got graded well on it [although I feel invisible in that class] and got to wear zombie makeup again. I won't be seeing it again for a while...*sigh* I skipped work because I got barely any sleep and decided to shower and sleep for a little while. Soon enough it was time for bio, callbacks, and now this assignment. I have lots left to do and no sanity, knowledge, or motivation to get through it, but of course I will. Florida is about a week away and I want to be there!

Speaking of Florida, that psychotic IDIOT from there just ruined a friend's job! I've been seething about my friend's ex-girlfriend who can't get over the fact that she's NOT RIGHT for him [or anyone because of her craziness] and got him fired today. If anyone deserved that job, Pat did. And I hope that she leaves Florida because no one deserves to be put through the hell she's put him through. There is no reason why someone would basically be doing hate crimes on a person who left a relationship on cordial terms. I hope she's happy because she is hated by everyone now.

Also, I hate hurting people. Whole different story, but whenever I try to break something gently to a person it only hurts them and it's not fair because I would never intentionally make someone feel like that. I've been that hurt person and I would never wish it on anyone!!

My vent for the day is that I feel like I burden people. I don't mean to, but I do. I fish for compliments, I cling to friends, I annoy people with long conversation. I wish it wasn't that way, but it is. Maybe one day I'll find out how to be less annoying. Until then, it's Godot time...

Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata

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