Friday, April 1, 2011

Beginning of BEDA! (Day 1)

Well hi there, commitment! How are you doing?

Seriously though, this is just another piece of work on top of an already immense month, but here I am! Let's give this Blog Every Day in April a try!

Today is April Fool's Day, obviously and facebook has EXPLODED with fake engagements. Not that I didn't expect it, since I am getting older and this is a completely ordinary thing in the Deep South to happen around this time in life, but it's annoying and makes me feel like those people are actually looking for a relationship and trying to get everyone's attention so that the potential people to date are wondering if that's true or not. I guess I'm just not a big prankster so this bothers me a little. If you haven't noticed by my previous blogging, I'm a pretty sensitive person, so when people say things to me I trust them and then when they say "haha just kidding!!" I usually get hurt that they would lie to me. But don't worry, I'm usually good at telling when people are joking. I'm talking about when people put me down, tell me that their gf's are pregnant, or say they're moving away ASAP. I can get overly sensitive and it's something I want to change in myself so here's to trying!

In other news, today is a few of my friends' birthdays. We went to the bar last night to celebrate Emily's and Pat is apparently going to be in Atlanta for his birthday. All I have been thinking about lately is when and how am I going to get out of here?! As much as I love coming home after a long time away, I hate this place. I want to roam free and be on my own. I want to escape this bubble of a town. And most of all, I want to be happy. I want to make others happy. I just want to live.

Wow, I've started rambling. This is a good start to the month of blogging! I've been meaning to blog again for a while, but things just get so crazy and I put it aside. But this has helped, just venting a little the way I did. I enjoy blogging, but school gets in the way.

To the readers of this, is there anything you want to know about me??? Leave it in the comments and I'll put that in a later post. I think tomorrow I'll introduce myself to BEDA officially by telling you who I am and what I do that makes me so whiny sometimes!

See you next time!

Current song: Breathe Again - Sara Bareilles

1 comment:

  1. HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME???

    Just kidding, you don't have to answer that xD
    When did you know you wanted to work for Disney?

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