Friday, November 4, 2011

what's the point?

You've haunted my dreams for 4 days. You're a liar, a coward, and still tempting. You turned an independent person in to a blubbering mess. And you just turned in to a hypocrite. I hope you're happy.

Yup, good feelings gone. I'm just going to have to go back to before. I'm putting up my walls again, slowly building that labyrinth so that no one can get in. The armour and mask weren't enough this time. I have to hide behind my walls. I know that someone will break them down again, shattering my world. I'm sure they're the weakest walls ever, because I'm building them when I'm weak, but I need any kind of protection right now. I need to escape, to try to find something worth being happy for again. No one takes the time to learn how to figure out a maze anymore. No one really thinks anything is worth that trouble. So I'll just wait for my labyrinth to be destroyed again, because there really isn't much hope.

Don't hate me for a depressing post. I had the worst night last night and I can't do anything about it.

Current song - Bound To You - Burlesque soundtrack

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