angsty ranty grrr-y

I've lived in this apartment for four years. The internet has never been good. I've had water damage in my room the whole time. There is mold behind the sink in the kitchen. Sometimes I can pull the oven out of it's place. This place is a shithole. I'm ready to move out. I have never been able to choose my roommates, I've never had my own living room, and no one ever wants to come over because they feel awkward here. And for good reason. No wonder the rent is so low, because they can treat us like shit and people say we're getting a good deal. I know that I should be grateful, but when I've been sick for months probably because of mold from my water damage, I'm not happy. And I can't afford anything better, so I'm stuck here. If not here, my parents' house, and that can never happen. I'm angsty and I am one class away from getting the hell out of this town. But I don't want to drive down in a bad mood. UGH.