Why am I so overdramatic? I'm taking a break from my Disney-themed week to tell you all that I make a huge deal out of nothing, I am overly sensitive, and I cry really easily. Oh, and I don't do well with confrontation. All of these qualities need to change if I even want to CONSIDER being a stage manager ever.
As well as my habits of being a procrastinator, jumping to conclusions, speaking out of turn, etc.
I take things to the extreme and I really don't mean to but it always happens. I need to just calm down.
After all of my self-created drama today I just want to get out of here and go to Florida, where I belong!! I want my Bri, my Disney, and my freedom. I want to leave and not come back. But I can't do that. I have to finish. I have 23 days until I get to see her and be rid of this place for a week. And then I'm back here to the old grind. Really, how am I going to make it through another 5 weeks of classes??? I shouldn't even be focused on that!!! I need to get through these last few weeks strong, confident, and drama-free. Oh and that's another thing. I could go all three of these weeks without ever seeing one male, and I think I would be much happier. Madeleine, Nancy, Emily, Jennie, Katie, Ace, Mallory...and many more....they've all just been such a comfort to me because somehow we girls understand each other. I thought that boys were better about that, but oh my gosh I was terribly wrong. They are even worse sometimes and I am sick of it.
At any rate, I'm waiting to get back to my paradise to see my friends, my life, and my castle!
So I guess I mentioned Disney, but I didn't mention much. Anything anyone wants to know about Disney because this is the week to ask!
Current song - Granger Danger - A Very Potter Sequel soundtrack (right?)
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
early posts FTW! (BEDA Day 12)
Well I'm glad that I got a little bit of feedback about a post! Thanks to Malcolm and Madeleine for not only reading my post, but using the same list of 100 Disney movies and doing the same thing that I did with it! I have to show Madeleine quite a few Disney movies, and Malcolm definitely needs to borrow a couple, and we ALL need to see Tron, but other than that....SUCCESS!!!
Malcolm suggested that I give you my Top 10 Disney movies in my opinion. This is really hard for me to do, so I might have to do it by categories in my mind. This also requires that I use IMDB a lot right now. So that's why I'm starting this post at 10:08am!
My first category, of course, is princess movies. Are you ready, readers???
1) Beauty and the Beast (did you really have to wonder at all?)
2) Princess and the Frog (I can't help it, it was THAT cute!)
3) The Little Mermaid
4) Tangled
5) Aladdin
6) Enchanted
7) Cinderella
8) Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
9) Sleeping Beauty
*for those of you who don't know, I kind of have a grudge against Aurora. Yes, she is one of the best singers. No, that doesn't mean I love her. Don't hate.
*did I miss anyone? Leave in the comments!
Alright, now I just need to go ahead and leave who my favorite princes are, just for funsies:
1) Eric
2) Aladdin
3) Naveen
4) Flynn
5) Beast/Adam
6) Edward (for the laugh factor, and uh...James Marsden? YES PLEASE!)
7) Phillip (he might actually be higher up because he is the first prince to fight for his princess)
8) Charming (he does nothing to deserve her, and vice versa)
9) Snow prince (he's such a small character that he doesn't have a name....AND he's a pedophile! No way!)
Now that my princess/girly obsession list is over with, let's try a Pixar list:
*remember that I am Dory and I forget a lot of things when making lists
1) Wall-E
2) Ratatouille
3) Finding Nemo
4) the Toy Story trilogy
5) UP
6) The Incredibles
7) Monsters, Inc.
8) Cars
9) A Bug's Life
*I know I'm missing a lot. Remind me which ones I missed, guys!!
Here we go....non-Pixar, non-princess animated movies:
1) 101 Dalamatians
2) The Lion King
3) Robin Hood
4) Pocahontas
5) Mulan
6) Fantasia/Fantasia 2000
7) Hercules
8) Oliver and Company
9) The Great Mouse Detective
10) Alice in Wonderland
And for the last category....non-animated Disney movies:
1) National Treasure series
2) Mary Poppins
3) George of the [freaking!!] Jungle
4) The Lizzie McGuire Movie (don't judge!!)
5) Hocus Pocus
6) Newsies
7) The Princess Diaries series
8) Heavyweights
9) Tuck Everlasting
10) The Parent Trap (both)
I also LOVE Disney channel original movies and disney channel in general. Basically, disney freak...sitting right here. Anything else you wanna know about me? Any other lists I need to make?? Leave it in the comments! Until then, have a magical day, ladies and gents!
Current song - Stand By Me (I have no idea, don't ask)
Malcolm suggested that I give you my Top 10 Disney movies in my opinion. This is really hard for me to do, so I might have to do it by categories in my mind. This also requires that I use IMDB a lot right now. So that's why I'm starting this post at 10:08am!
My first category, of course, is princess movies. Are you ready, readers???
1) Beauty and the Beast (did you really have to wonder at all?)
2) Princess and the Frog (I can't help it, it was THAT cute!)
3) The Little Mermaid
4) Tangled
5) Aladdin
6) Enchanted
7) Cinderella
8) Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
9) Sleeping Beauty
*for those of you who don't know, I kind of have a grudge against Aurora. Yes, she is one of the best singers. No, that doesn't mean I love her. Don't hate.
*did I miss anyone? Leave in the comments!
Alright, now I just need to go ahead and leave who my favorite princes are, just for funsies:
1) Eric
2) Aladdin
3) Naveen
4) Flynn
5) Beast/Adam
6) Edward (for the laugh factor, and uh...James Marsden? YES PLEASE!)
7) Phillip (he might actually be higher up because he is the first prince to fight for his princess)
8) Charming (he does nothing to deserve her, and vice versa)
9) Snow prince (he's such a small character that he doesn't have a name....AND he's a pedophile! No way!)
Now that my princess/girly obsession list is over with, let's try a Pixar list:
*remember that I am Dory and I forget a lot of things when making lists
1) Wall-E
2) Ratatouille
3) Finding Nemo
4) the Toy Story trilogy
5) UP
6) The Incredibles
7) Monsters, Inc.
8) Cars
9) A Bug's Life
*I know I'm missing a lot. Remind me which ones I missed, guys!!
Here we go....non-Pixar, non-princess animated movies:
1) 101 Dalamatians
2) The Lion King
3) Robin Hood
4) Pocahontas
5) Mulan
6) Fantasia/Fantasia 2000
7) Hercules
8) Oliver and Company
9) The Great Mouse Detective
10) Alice in Wonderland
And for the last category....non-animated Disney movies:
1) National Treasure series
2) Mary Poppins
3) George of the [freaking!!] Jungle
4) The Lizzie McGuire Movie (don't judge!!)
5) Hocus Pocus
6) Newsies
7) The Princess Diaries series
8) Heavyweights
9) Tuck Everlasting
10) The Parent Trap (both)
I also LOVE Disney channel original movies and disney channel in general. Basically, disney freak...sitting right here. Anything else you wanna know about me? Any other lists I need to make?? Leave it in the comments! Until then, have a magical day, ladies and gents!
Current song - Stand By Me (I have no idea, don't ask)
Monday, April 11, 2011
good day! (BEDA Day 11)
Well hi! I'm Dory, and this is....
Just kidding, but I am in a great mood like Dory always is!
Other than my voice lesson being canceled I had a normal Monday and guess what....it didn't kill me!! I'm so glad that I finally had a good day that would normally be stressful for me because for once I am on top of my schoolwork and ready to have some 'me' time! I have a decently busy week ahead of me, but schoolwork is one thing that I will not have to focus on because I'm basically done with everything that I really need to do!
Okay, enough bragging to my blog and myself. I have laundry to change out and pajamas to put on, so what would you guys like me to tell you about? Anything? *cricket noise* Wow...you guys sure are an energetic crowd. *sigh*
Well I've looked something up and I'm about to show you the Top 100 Disney movies [according to users that go to this random website] and see how many I haven't seen. In order! Green means I have seen the movies and red means that I haven't. I will also put a star by the ones that I own. Enjoy!
1) The Lion King
2) Beauty and the Beast*
3) Tangled*
4) Aladdin*
5) Toy Story
6) The Little Mermaid*
7) Finding Nemo*
8) Toy Story 3
9) Up
19) Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl*
20) Lady and the Tramp*
21) Cinderella*
22) The Fox and the Hound
23) Tru Confessions
24) Sleeping Beauty*
25) Bambi
26) Ratatouille*
27) Fantasia*
28) 101 Dalmatians*
29) Alice in Wonderland
30) Pinocchio
31) The Jungle Book*
32) Hercules
33) The Aristocats*
34) The Incredibles
35) Enchanted*
36) Remember the Titans
37) Toby Tyler
38) The Great Mouse Detective*
39) The Parent Trap
40) Tarzan*
41) Swiss Family Robinson*
42) The Princess and the Frog*
43) The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe*
44) Homeward Bound: The Incredible Journey
45) The Hunchback of Notre Dame
46) Miracle
47) Oliver and Company
48) Almost Angels
49) Dumbo
50) The Muppet Christmas Carol
51) Toy Story 2
52) The Sword in the Stone
53) The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian*
54) Pocahontas
55) Cars*
56) Howl's Moving Castle
57) Old Yeller
58) Eight Below
59) Ponyo
60) Cool Runnings
61) Tron: Legacy
62) Bolt
63) Lilo and Stitch
64) Love Leads the Way
65) Bedknobs and Broomsticks
66) A Goofy Movie
67) The Scream Team
68) National Treasure: Book of Secrets
69) Heavyweights*
70) Motocrossed
71) A Bug's Life*
72) Newsies*
73) National Treasure
74) Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
75) Tiger Cruise
76) The Legend of Lobo
77) The Adventures of Ichabod and Mr. Toad
78) The Rescuers Down Under
79) Prince of Persia: Sands of Time
80) Iron Will
81) The Journey of Natty Gann
82) White Fang
83) Meet the Robinsons
84) The Lion King II: Simba's Pride
85) The Mighty Ducks
86) Holes
87) Treasure Planet
88) Tinker Bell and the Great Fairy Rescue
89) Pollyanna
90) Brother Bear
91) Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure
92) James and the Giant Peach
93) Sky High
94) Saludos Amigos
95) The Parent Trap (new)
96) Wizards of Waverly Place: The Movie
97) Right on Track
98) Greyfriar's Bobby
99) Sorceror's Apprentice
100) Secretariat
You're welcome!!
Current song - Amigas Cheetahs - The Cheetah Girls soundtrack
Just kidding, but I am in a great mood like Dory always is!
Other than my voice lesson being canceled I had a normal Monday and guess what....it didn't kill me!! I'm so glad that I finally had a good day that would normally be stressful for me because for once I am on top of my schoolwork and ready to have some 'me' time! I have a decently busy week ahead of me, but schoolwork is one thing that I will not have to focus on because I'm basically done with everything that I really need to do!
Okay, enough bragging to my blog and myself. I have laundry to change out and pajamas to put on, so what would you guys like me to tell you about? Anything? *cricket noise* Wow...you guys sure are an energetic crowd. *sigh*
Well I've looked something up and I'm about to show you the Top 100 Disney movies [according to users that go to this random website] and see how many I haven't seen. In order! Green means I have seen the movies and red means that I haven't. I will also put a star by the ones that I own. Enjoy!
1) The Lion King
2) Beauty and the Beast*
3) Tangled*
4) Aladdin*
5) Toy Story
6) The Little Mermaid*
7) Finding Nemo*
8) Toy Story 3
9) Up
10) Song of the South
11) Peter Pan
12) Robin Hood*
13) Mulan*
14) Wall-E
15) Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs*
16) Monsters, Inc.*
17) Mary Poppins*
18) Spirited Away 19) Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl*
20) Lady and the Tramp*
21) Cinderella*
22) The Fox and the Hound
23) Tru Confessions
24) Sleeping Beauty*
25) Bambi
26) Ratatouille*
27) Fantasia*
28) 101 Dalmatians*
29) Alice in Wonderland
30) Pinocchio
31) The Jungle Book*
32) Hercules
33) The Aristocats*
34) The Incredibles
35) Enchanted*
36) Remember the Titans
37) Toby Tyler
38) The Great Mouse Detective*
39) The Parent Trap
40) Tarzan*
41) Swiss Family Robinson*
42) The Princess and the Frog*
43) The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe*
44) Homeward Bound: The Incredible Journey
45) The Hunchback of Notre Dame
46) Miracle
47) Oliver and Company
48) Almost Angels
49) Dumbo
50) The Muppet Christmas Carol
51) Toy Story 2
52) The Sword in the Stone
53) The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian*
54) Pocahontas
55) Cars*
56) Howl's Moving Castle
57) Old Yeller
58) Eight Below
59) Ponyo
60) Cool Runnings
61) Tron: Legacy
62) Bolt
63) Lilo and Stitch
64) Love Leads the Way
65) Bedknobs and Broomsticks
66) A Goofy Movie
67) The Scream Team
68) National Treasure: Book of Secrets
69) Heavyweights*
70) Motocrossed
71) A Bug's Life*
72) Newsies*
73) National Treasure
74) Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
75) Tiger Cruise
76) The Legend of Lobo
77) The Adventures of Ichabod and Mr. Toad
78) The Rescuers Down Under
79) Prince of Persia: Sands of Time
80) Iron Will
81) The Journey of Natty Gann
82) White Fang
83) Meet the Robinsons
84) The Lion King II: Simba's Pride
85) The Mighty Ducks
86) Holes
87) Treasure Planet
88) Tinker Bell and the Great Fairy Rescue
89) Pollyanna
90) Brother Bear
91) Tinker Bell and the Lost Treasure
92) James and the Giant Peach
93) Sky High
94) Saludos Amigos
95) The Parent Trap (new)
96) Wizards of Waverly Place: The Movie
97) Right on Track
98) Greyfriar's Bobby
99) Sorceror's Apprentice
100) Secretariat
You're welcome!!
Current song - Amigas Cheetahs - The Cheetah Girls soundtrack
Sunday, April 10, 2011
happy day! (BEDA Day 10)
I've decided to give whoever reads this a happy blog post because I'm happy today and I've been a Debbie Downer for long enough!!
I actually had a wonderful day: I had done all of my homework yesterday so I got to enjoy my day. I got to exchange my twin bed to a full bed (with the help of my brother and sister) so I feel like a big girl now. :P I watched half of Tangled (and am finishing it now because I CAN) for the millionth time. I got to babysit the cutest girl ever, play with my sister's puppy, AND make my favorite kitty purr. Those things just can't be replaced with anything better. Today was a damn good day, and I didn't feel stressed for the first time in a really long time. Despite some drama that always seems to follow me, I am in a wonderful mood!
I also did another big kid thing: I filed for taxes for the first time ever! I'm getting a nice return (which will be put straight into savings) and I feel very accomplished.
In short, I am a happy girl. I am ready for the week (reading included, not just assignments!!) and I am still determined to finish this semester on top!
Don't forget to leave me comments about what you'd like me to talk about because my days are NOT that interesting!!
Current song - When Will My Life Begin? (Reprise 2) - 'Tangled' soundtrack
I actually had a wonderful day: I had done all of my homework yesterday so I got to enjoy my day. I got to exchange my twin bed to a full bed (with the help of my brother and sister) so I feel like a big girl now. :P I watched half of Tangled (and am finishing it now because I CAN) for the millionth time. I got to babysit the cutest girl ever, play with my sister's puppy, AND make my favorite kitty purr. Those things just can't be replaced with anything better. Today was a damn good day, and I didn't feel stressed for the first time in a really long time. Despite some drama that always seems to follow me, I am in a wonderful mood!
I also did another big kid thing: I filed for taxes for the first time ever! I'm getting a nice return (which will be put straight into savings) and I feel very accomplished.
In short, I am a happy girl. I am ready for the week (reading included, not just assignments!!) and I am still determined to finish this semester on top!
Don't forget to leave me comments about what you'd like me to talk about because my days are NOT that interesting!!
Current song - When Will My Life Begin? (Reprise 2) - 'Tangled' soundtrack
Saturday, April 9, 2011
family (BEDA Day 9)
Alright, let's have some real talk. Some venting from me.
I love my family. They're great, really. But when people that you really REALLY care about make you feel unwanted and unhappy it's painful. My whole life I grew up in the dance world where I was told almost every day that I would never make it because of my size. As if that wasn't bad enough, someone in my family would always have to bring me down in one way or another at the same time, usually about my size or how I looked, or what my diet was.
I got lucky. I escaped from my house when I was 14 by going to art school. It was an amazing opportunity and my parents were really sweet and generous to let me leave. It actually made my relationship with my mom wayyyy better than it ever would have been if I had stayed.
Well now I'm in college. I'm a big girl. I'm dancing a little less, I have less of a weight issue externally, and I'm getting along better with my family now than I have in the past. Sounds good, right?
Wrong.
There are some days, like today, that make me want to scream or cry because my family really doesn't know who I am. My big kid assignment of the year is that I have to file for taxes. My family has been saying that I can do them with the help of the parents but every single time that I try to work it all out, they blow me off. I asked my dad about it and he said that it wasn't a good night. Okay, that's fine. I'm not upset about that. I'm upset that my dad, the one person in my family whose opinion I value the most, said it in a way that made me feel like I was this huge burden on his life. And then didn't invite me to what I know is a family dinner at their house. He might have said that because he knew I wouldn't want to eat cole slaw and hot dogs, but couldn't he at least ask?
As much as I've always wanted to get away from my family I am kind of an oxymoron in ways because I want them to try to include me. In decision-making, in family time....it'd be nice. And I feel like they're shunning me sometimes. Yes, I'm the opposite of any child you ever thought you would have. Yes, I would rather be a thousand miles away living my own life and being free. But why do you make me feel like I'm not wanted sometimes.
Maybe I'm just being really sensitive about this right now, and especially because it's my daddy who I enjoy the most, but it hurts. Having tears in my eyes is not how I wanted to spend a Saturday evening. It's really my own fault for getting so worked up about this, but I'm an overdramatic theatre major. What do you expect? *sigh*
I guess I'll start letting it go now...
I think another reason why it hurts so much is because it also seems like other important adults in my life are blowing me off like this too right now. I just feel really unimportant to the people that I'm trying to look up to, respect, and make a good impression on. I work all the time to earn the degree that daddy wants me to have, or to show someone that I have talent and that being looked at isn't a crime, and I'm getting negative feedback. I just hope it's all worth something some day and that they'll respect me later. It all has to be worth something, right?
Again, I'm glad I have this blog to vent to, because I feel like this rant was a little spoiled girl getting angry at the world and that it's really not worth anyone's time. I'm going to stretch out my back now because with those tears, my back tensed up and it's not a good feeling.
Current song - Breathe Again - Sara Bareilles
I love my family. They're great, really. But when people that you really REALLY care about make you feel unwanted and unhappy it's painful. My whole life I grew up in the dance world where I was told almost every day that I would never make it because of my size. As if that wasn't bad enough, someone in my family would always have to bring me down in one way or another at the same time, usually about my size or how I looked, or what my diet was.
I got lucky. I escaped from my house when I was 14 by going to art school. It was an amazing opportunity and my parents were really sweet and generous to let me leave. It actually made my relationship with my mom wayyyy better than it ever would have been if I had stayed.
Well now I'm in college. I'm a big girl. I'm dancing a little less, I have less of a weight issue externally, and I'm getting along better with my family now than I have in the past. Sounds good, right?
Wrong.
There are some days, like today, that make me want to scream or cry because my family really doesn't know who I am. My big kid assignment of the year is that I have to file for taxes. My family has been saying that I can do them with the help of the parents but every single time that I try to work it all out, they blow me off. I asked my dad about it and he said that it wasn't a good night. Okay, that's fine. I'm not upset about that. I'm upset that my dad, the one person in my family whose opinion I value the most, said it in a way that made me feel like I was this huge burden on his life. And then didn't invite me to what I know is a family dinner at their house. He might have said that because he knew I wouldn't want to eat cole slaw and hot dogs, but couldn't he at least ask?
As much as I've always wanted to get away from my family I am kind of an oxymoron in ways because I want them to try to include me. In decision-making, in family time....it'd be nice. And I feel like they're shunning me sometimes. Yes, I'm the opposite of any child you ever thought you would have. Yes, I would rather be a thousand miles away living my own life and being free. But why do you make me feel like I'm not wanted sometimes.
Maybe I'm just being really sensitive about this right now, and especially because it's my daddy who I enjoy the most, but it hurts. Having tears in my eyes is not how I wanted to spend a Saturday evening. It's really my own fault for getting so worked up about this, but I'm an overdramatic theatre major. What do you expect? *sigh*
I guess I'll start letting it go now...
I think another reason why it hurts so much is because it also seems like other important adults in my life are blowing me off like this too right now. I just feel really unimportant to the people that I'm trying to look up to, respect, and make a good impression on. I work all the time to earn the degree that daddy wants me to have, or to show someone that I have talent and that being looked at isn't a crime, and I'm getting negative feedback. I just hope it's all worth something some day and that they'll respect me later. It all has to be worth something, right?
Again, I'm glad I have this blog to vent to, because I feel like this rant was a little spoiled girl getting angry at the world and that it's really not worth anyone's time. I'm going to stretch out my back now because with those tears, my back tensed up and it's not a good feeling.
Current song - Breathe Again - Sara Bareilles
Friday, April 8, 2011
quick post!! (BEDA Day 8)
Crazy quick post today because I'm getting ready for a 21st birthday party with some friends of mine! The theme is 'what you wanna be when you grow up' so I am dressing up as a kid!! Obviously, that fits me so well and I'll be comfy all night!!
Since I'm newly 21 I feel like all I want to do is go out on the weekends and have fun. It's not like I'm getting crazy drunk all the time, but I do enjoy not having the boundaries and when it comes down to it I REALLY enjoy going out and dancing. Who doesn't, right??
So I guess this isn't a long post at all, but I'm keeping it up! I hope everyone else is having a good weekend!
Current song - We R Who We R - Ke$ha
Since I'm newly 21 I feel like all I want to do is go out on the weekends and have fun. It's not like I'm getting crazy drunk all the time, but I do enjoy not having the boundaries and when it comes down to it I REALLY enjoy going out and dancing. Who doesn't, right??
So I guess this isn't a long post at all, but I'm keeping it up! I hope everyone else is having a good weekend!
Current song - We R Who We R - Ke$ha
Thursday, April 7, 2011
slow internet is not nice to me (BEDA Day 7)
I am typing this on my roommate's computer because my internet and my computer has decided to be SUPER slow ever since the crazy tornado storm on Monday night! Grrrr
In other news, this is my Friday! I am now very glad about that, but earlier today I was NOT a happy camper. I've decided to get past that and move on towards this weekend. I took Matt back to his truck in Montgomery and actually had the courage to sing in front of Matt and Madeleine. For those of you who don't know, it's kind of a fear of mine: singing in front of people. I'm getting a little more used to singing for Madeleine, but confidence is a HUGE issue because I'm nowhere close to being as good as her and all I hear around me is perfection. I have a perfectionist complex about dancing, SMing, and now singing. I need to do them well. I want to succeed and excel at all three of those things, along with many others. So for now, singing in front of my best friend scares the hell out of me.
I am heading to bed with the goal of staying asleep until 9:20am and only waking up to get ready for my solo dance lesson, then doing some SM work and some homework so I can enjoy both this weekend and my next week with Matt back in town again. I have so much going through my head that a good night's sleep is the only thing I want to think about anymore. I don't need drama, I want to be myself, independent, and free to do whatever I please. I need to get out of here. But only a few more weeks til I get to escape for 7-10 days and then back here to the old grind. WHAT?! NO KELLY! I need to focus on finishing this semester before I start thinking about this summer or more schooling!!!!
Going to bed. Someone give me something to talk about!!
Current song - Take Me or Leave Me - Rent soundtrack [the song I could sing in front of Madeleine :) ]
In other news, this is my Friday! I am now very glad about that, but earlier today I was NOT a happy camper. I've decided to get past that and move on towards this weekend. I took Matt back to his truck in Montgomery and actually had the courage to sing in front of Matt and Madeleine. For those of you who don't know, it's kind of a fear of mine: singing in front of people. I'm getting a little more used to singing for Madeleine, but confidence is a HUGE issue because I'm nowhere close to being as good as her and all I hear around me is perfection. I have a perfectionist complex about dancing, SMing, and now singing. I need to do them well. I want to succeed and excel at all three of those things, along with many others. So for now, singing in front of my best friend scares the hell out of me.
I am heading to bed with the goal of staying asleep until 9:20am and only waking up to get ready for my solo dance lesson, then doing some SM work and some homework so I can enjoy both this weekend and my next week with Matt back in town again. I have so much going through my head that a good night's sleep is the only thing I want to think about anymore. I don't need drama, I want to be myself, independent, and free to do whatever I please. I need to get out of here. But only a few more weeks til I get to escape for 7-10 days and then back here to the old grind. WHAT?! NO KELLY! I need to focus on finishing this semester before I start thinking about this summer or more schooling!!!!
Going to bed. Someone give me something to talk about!!
Current song - Take Me or Leave Me - Rent soundtrack [the song I could sing in front of Madeleine :) ]
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