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Showing posts with label disney stress college drama BEDA confusion girls boys annoyances. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

*facepalm* (BEDA Day13)

Why am I so overdramatic? I'm taking a break from my Disney-themed week to tell you all that I make a huge deal out of nothing, I am overly sensitive, and I cry really easily. Oh, and I don't do well with confrontation. All of these qualities need to change if I even want to CONSIDER being a stage manager ever.

As well as my habits of being a procrastinator, jumping to conclusions, speaking out of turn, etc.

I take things to the extreme and I really don't mean to but it always happens. I need to just calm down.

After all of my self-created drama today I just want to get out of here and go to Florida, where I belong!! I want my Bri, my Disney, and my freedom. I want to leave and not come back. But I can't do that. I have to finish. I have 23 days until I get to see her and be rid of this place for a week. And then I'm back here to the old grind. Really, how am I going to make it through another 5 weeks of classes??? I shouldn't even be focused on that!!! I need to get through these last few weeks strong, confident, and drama-free. Oh and that's another thing. I could go all three of these weeks without ever seeing one male, and I think I would be much happier. Madeleine, Nancy, Emily, Jennie, Katie, Ace, Mallory...and many more....they've all just been such a comfort to me because somehow we girls understand each other. I thought that boys were better about that, but oh my gosh I was terribly wrong. They are even worse sometimes and I am sick of it.

At any rate, I'm waiting to get back to my paradise to see my friends, my life, and my castle!

So I guess I mentioned Disney, but I didn't mention much. Anything anyone wants to know about Disney because this is the week to ask!

Current song - Granger Danger - A Very Potter Sequel soundtrack (right?)