Today has been the day from hell. I almost had another huge panic attack (it would have been the second this semester which is insane to me) and I was so pissy, bitchy, and mad all day. I could barely smile and everyone was noticing how off I was all day. I'm sitting here falling asleep at 10pm again and everyone is telling me to go to bed.
I finished my huge theatre history assignment this morning and got it prepared to submit to my professor, but I can't stop there because I have a biology test tomorrow and I just DON'T CARE!!!! I'm losing my voice due to stress, gaining weight because I'm a fatty and pigging out all the time, and I have barely looked at my notes. Ahhhhh!!
Let's just hope that this weekend brings some HAPPY blog posts for once! I'm sorry for venting so much, but BEDA is really helping me vent right now! I think I've needed this and I think I'm definitely going to keep this up just because I feel bad for telling my friends all of my stressors.
Current song-Fuck You - Cee Low Green
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
my day (BEDA Day5)
It's already 5 days in to April already and I am EXHAUSTED!! For real I just typed a bunch of those E's without it and I can't think straight so I guess that means again no homework because Kelly can't get through the day. I'm sorry that this blog is so short but if I don't get sleep then I won't be able to function at all tomorrow. Soo goodnght everyone! Sleep well
Current song-Too Far - Kylie Minogue
Current song-Too Far - Kylie Minogue
Monday, April 4, 2011
Well it's a good thing I didn't have anything planned...
So....I'm typing this on Matt's iPad, yessssss! I went to pick him up after classes today and now we are sitting here watching the game :) I'm not in to sports at all but buffalo wild wings is his place to watch games so I don't mind tagging along for some good food. I have some assignments this week and I've already told him that I'm not gonna be much fun this week but he's coming back next week and I will be able to hang out a lot more then.
I got corrected and complimented both in ballet and my voice lesson this morning so I'm really excited to be improving and moving forward with my performance studies as well as taking on the stage management tasks that I am. It's making me feel very well rounded and I like that about myself.
That's all for today everyone! Talk to you all tomorrow!
Current song-all I do is win win win no matter what!!!!
I got corrected and complimented both in ballet and my voice lesson this morning so I'm really excited to be improving and moving forward with my performance studies as well as taking on the stage management tasks that I am. It's making me feel very well rounded and I like that about myself.
That's all for today everyone! Talk to you all tomorrow!
Current song-all I do is win win win no matter what!!!!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Intro to Me (BEDA Day 3)
Hello ladies and gents!!
Since nothing super interesting happened today I thought I'd share a little more about myself, starting with me as a child.
A fun fact about me is that I didn't start talking til I was about 3 years old. I had the ability, and I could have if I had wanted to, but my sister was a perfect translator for me so I guess I just didn't see the point in it. On the other hand, my dad has said many times that once I chose to start talking I never stopped. Thanks for that, Daddy. :)
I started dancing before I started walking and so on my 3rd birthday the natural thing to do was put me into ballet classes. I've been dancing ever since and it became the first real passion in my life. I later went on to audition and attend the Alabama School of Fine Arts in Birmingham [where I lived in the dorms] for high school majoring in dance. I danced 3-5 hours a day, 5-6 days a week. Before high school I did everything from ballet to Irish dancing. I love all types of dancing....and when I say love, I mean it. I get a little sick of it every now and then but in the end I'd rather be dancing than anything else in the world. It makes me sooo happy!
Another obsession of mine is definitely Disney. I love everything Disney and if you know me, then that's the first thing you probably hear about. I now work at Disney World, but before that I loved all of the movies and chose the best princess as my favorite: Belle. I really don't have much more to say about Disney except that I could go on and on for days about it so I'd better stop now!
Now that I'm in college I'm a theatre major [I wish we had a dance major....alas] and I hope to take my performance studies to Disney in the future to work there wherever I can find a decent job. Since I'm not much of an actor, and my singing won't be more than average, I started looking in to another aspect of theatre: stage management. I've really started to enjoy it. Stage management is basically being the middle man and the person to run a stage production. I've only been an Assistant Stage Manager before, so this upcoming fall I've taken on my first Stage Management position and it has already started to be a handful. I'm learning a lot about all aspects of the theatre because of stage management and it is giving me an even better understanding of what it takes to create a show.
My last big obsession [because apparently this post has become more about obsessions than myself] is Harry Potter. Now, I'm not to my friend Madeleine's level of obsession, but I'm much more into Potter than many people I know. I grew up reading these books since the fourth grade. I've always been an avid reader, so this just made me want to read all the time. I went to book release parties, midnight movie showings, and this summer I will attend my second Harry Potter conference. I have flown to New York City solely for a wizard rock concert. Yes, I am a freak. Yes, I enjoy being a freak. Yes, I love Potter. So there you go.
If there is something in particular you would like to know about me, comment. Let me know what else I can tell you about myself. I'm pretty open about telling people about me and I'd love to share anything that my readers want me to.
I'm not ready for this week but I'm ready for school to be over so I'll hope that these last four weeks go by quickly and successfully!
Goodbye for now!
Current song-Summer of '09- ALL CAPS
Since nothing super interesting happened today I thought I'd share a little more about myself, starting with me as a child.
A fun fact about me is that I didn't start talking til I was about 3 years old. I had the ability, and I could have if I had wanted to, but my sister was a perfect translator for me so I guess I just didn't see the point in it. On the other hand, my dad has said many times that once I chose to start talking I never stopped. Thanks for that, Daddy. :)
I started dancing before I started walking and so on my 3rd birthday the natural thing to do was put me into ballet classes. I've been dancing ever since and it became the first real passion in my life. I later went on to audition and attend the Alabama School of Fine Arts in Birmingham [where I lived in the dorms] for high school majoring in dance. I danced 3-5 hours a day, 5-6 days a week. Before high school I did everything from ballet to Irish dancing. I love all types of dancing....and when I say love, I mean it. I get a little sick of it every now and then but in the end I'd rather be dancing than anything else in the world. It makes me sooo happy!
Another obsession of mine is definitely Disney. I love everything Disney and if you know me, then that's the first thing you probably hear about. I now work at Disney World, but before that I loved all of the movies and chose the best princess as my favorite: Belle. I really don't have much more to say about Disney except that I could go on and on for days about it so I'd better stop now!
Now that I'm in college I'm a theatre major [I wish we had a dance major....alas] and I hope to take my performance studies to Disney in the future to work there wherever I can find a decent job. Since I'm not much of an actor, and my singing won't be more than average, I started looking in to another aspect of theatre: stage management. I've really started to enjoy it. Stage management is basically being the middle man and the person to run a stage production. I've only been an Assistant Stage Manager before, so this upcoming fall I've taken on my first Stage Management position and it has already started to be a handful. I'm learning a lot about all aspects of the theatre because of stage management and it is giving me an even better understanding of what it takes to create a show.
My last big obsession [because apparently this post has become more about obsessions than myself] is Harry Potter. Now, I'm not to my friend Madeleine's level of obsession, but I'm much more into Potter than many people I know. I grew up reading these books since the fourth grade. I've always been an avid reader, so this just made me want to read all the time. I went to book release parties, midnight movie showings, and this summer I will attend my second Harry Potter conference. I have flown to New York City solely for a wizard rock concert. Yes, I am a freak. Yes, I enjoy being a freak. Yes, I love Potter. So there you go.
If there is something in particular you would like to know about me, comment. Let me know what else I can tell you about myself. I'm pretty open about telling people about me and I'd love to share anything that my readers want me to.
I'm not ready for this week but I'm ready for school to be over so I'll hope that these last four weeks go by quickly and successfully!
Goodbye for now!
Current song-Summer of '09- ALL CAPS
Saturday, April 2, 2011
impromptu trips! (BEDA Day 2)
So....yesterday was my friend Pat's birthday (I know Pat from working at Disney) and I wrote on his wall saying happy birthday and that I wish I could be in Florida to celebrate with him. He replied by telling me that he was on his way to Atlanta, which if you didn't know, it's very close to where I live. So I asked if he'd like to have some more company on his birthday and after he said of course I headed over for the 2 hour trek! I got there and we were ready for an amazing night! Pat was with 3 of his other guy friends for a weekend of wrestling (something called wrestlemania?? *gag*) but last night was their free night so we went out to eat and then went back to the hotel room for some more drinks. We got changed into nicer attire and headed out for a night on the town.
Boy, was Atlanta fun! We went to the Opera nightclub and it was free for me (yay for being a girl) and I even got my first drink free! I loved the night with the guys and we spent hours dancing, drinking, and living it up!! Pat had an excellent birthday, and I got to dance ALL NIGHT!! It was way too much fun!
The next day Pat asked me if I had time enough to stay and go to Six Flags with him so that he could ride the two new coasters to get his count of roller coasters up to 334. That's a lot of coasters! We had a good time, but we couldn't stay too long because I had to get home...besides, the park was ridiculously crowded. We only rode three rides and it took us over 3 hours to ride them all, including the kiddie coaster!
I'm home now and I'll introduce myself to you soon, don't worry! Keep reading!!
Current song-I Have a Dream-Tangled soundtrack
Boy, was Atlanta fun! We went to the Opera nightclub and it was free for me (yay for being a girl) and I even got my first drink free! I loved the night with the guys and we spent hours dancing, drinking, and living it up!! Pat had an excellent birthday, and I got to dance ALL NIGHT!! It was way too much fun!
The next day Pat asked me if I had time enough to stay and go to Six Flags with him so that he could ride the two new coasters to get his count of roller coasters up to 334. That's a lot of coasters! We had a good time, but we couldn't stay too long because I had to get home...besides, the park was ridiculously crowded. We only rode three rides and it took us over 3 hours to ride them all, including the kiddie coaster!
I'm home now and I'll introduce myself to you soon, don't worry! Keep reading!!
Current song-I Have a Dream-Tangled soundtrack
Friday, April 1, 2011
Beginning of BEDA! (Day 1)
Well hi there, commitment! How are you doing?
Seriously though, this is just another piece of work on top of an already immense month, but here I am! Let's give this Blog Every Day in April a try!
Today is April Fool's Day, obviously and facebook has EXPLODED with fake engagements. Not that I didn't expect it, since I am getting older and this is a completely ordinary thing in the Deep South to happen around this time in life, but it's annoying and makes me feel like those people are actually looking for a relationship and trying to get everyone's attention so that the potential people to date are wondering if that's true or not. I guess I'm just not a big prankster so this bothers me a little. If you haven't noticed by my previous blogging, I'm a pretty sensitive person, so when people say things to me I trust them and then when they say "haha just kidding!!" I usually get hurt that they would lie to me. But don't worry, I'm usually good at telling when people are joking. I'm talking about when people put me down, tell me that their gf's are pregnant, or say they're moving away ASAP. I can get overly sensitive and it's something I want to change in myself so here's to trying!
In other news, today is a few of my friends' birthdays. We went to the bar last night to celebrate Emily's and Pat is apparently going to be in Atlanta for his birthday. All I have been thinking about lately is when and how am I going to get out of here?! As much as I love coming home after a long time away, I hate this place. I want to roam free and be on my own. I want to escape this bubble of a town. And most of all, I want to be happy. I want to make others happy. I just want to live.
Wow, I've started rambling. This is a good start to the month of blogging! I've been meaning to blog again for a while, but things just get so crazy and I put it aside. But this has helped, just venting a little the way I did. I enjoy blogging, but school gets in the way.
To the readers of this, is there anything you want to know about me??? Leave it in the comments and I'll put that in a later post. I think tomorrow I'll introduce myself to BEDA officially by telling you who I am and what I do that makes me so whiny sometimes!
See you next time!
Current song: Breathe Again - Sara Bareilles
Seriously though, this is just another piece of work on top of an already immense month, but here I am! Let's give this Blog Every Day in April a try!
Today is April Fool's Day, obviously and facebook has EXPLODED with fake engagements. Not that I didn't expect it, since I am getting older and this is a completely ordinary thing in the Deep South to happen around this time in life, but it's annoying and makes me feel like those people are actually looking for a relationship and trying to get everyone's attention so that the potential people to date are wondering if that's true or not. I guess I'm just not a big prankster so this bothers me a little. If you haven't noticed by my previous blogging, I'm a pretty sensitive person, so when people say things to me I trust them and then when they say "haha just kidding!!" I usually get hurt that they would lie to me. But don't worry, I'm usually good at telling when people are joking. I'm talking about when people put me down, tell me that their gf's are pregnant, or say they're moving away ASAP. I can get overly sensitive and it's something I want to change in myself so here's to trying!
In other news, today is a few of my friends' birthdays. We went to the bar last night to celebrate Emily's and Pat is apparently going to be in Atlanta for his birthday. All I have been thinking about lately is when and how am I going to get out of here?! As much as I love coming home after a long time away, I hate this place. I want to roam free and be on my own. I want to escape this bubble of a town. And most of all, I want to be happy. I want to make others happy. I just want to live.
Wow, I've started rambling. This is a good start to the month of blogging! I've been meaning to blog again for a while, but things just get so crazy and I put it aside. But this has helped, just venting a little the way I did. I enjoy blogging, but school gets in the way.
To the readers of this, is there anything you want to know about me??? Leave it in the comments and I'll put that in a later post. I think tomorrow I'll introduce myself to BEDA officially by telling you who I am and what I do that makes me so whiny sometimes!
See you next time!
Current song: Breathe Again - Sara Bareilles
Thursday, March 31, 2011
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