vent

Okay so I guess this is my only outlet right now since all of my friends are busy, wouldn't understand, or don't know me well enough to have my full trust. So why not trust a public blog? Yeah...sounds good to me. Great.

Anyways, today I was going to be nice and pick up a friend's shift. I had feelings for this friend and then I guess I did something wrong because I barely get a hello when I see him. Whatever, I'm a girl and I can be too clingy. So I was going to be nice, and then he took that nice-ness to give my time to someone else that I don't really know. So now I have a shift in Toontown that I didn't volunteer for. Call me crazy, but I'm not too pleased about it and I feel like I have the right to say that. I hate being taken for granted, and it happens all the time because I'm gullible, I'm willing to give in, and I can't say no. I'm sick of it, and I'm sick of myself. And I have no one to tell about this.

Screw boys, I've been done with them for a while. Screw all of it. I've been watching out for myself lately and I'm fine with that. I have hours, I should be happy. But all I want to do now is sleep tomorrow instead of work. I'm sick of being nice and never getting anything close to a thank you.

Sorry if this is pissy, but I really needed to get that off of my chest.

Current song: Fairytale-Sara Bareilles