first post?

Okay so I thought I had written in this blog, but I guess it deletes everything if it hasn't been updated in a while. Cool.

So I don't really know why I decided to write in this blog again, but I kinda felt the urge to. After watching so much 5AG I knew that I wasn't the only one in the world who used this as an outlet and it made me want to write things down again.

After having a really hectic start to my summer, this week has completely relaxed me. I have slacked off a little, but I had a good reason! This week the Byrne family [from Auburn] has been in town, and they've invited me to hang out with them a lot as they enjoy their vacation down here at Disney. I got to eat at Chef Mickey's with them, got to eat at the Polynesian, and enjoyed the parks with them a little too. I've loved every minute here with them because the kids are adorable!

I've been working a lot but next week is going to be really relaxing unless I find a day of work to take. I have three days off and only 27 hours for the week. I guess I'll finally be getting some time to go to Epcot and seeing some of the shows that I've been wanting to see.

I think my biggest need lately is that I really miss having a best friend down here in Florida. I need Brogan around. She would help me have the energy to go to the parks. She would keep me happy and I would do the same for her. We'd be having such a great time and it stinks that I very rarely get to see her. She really was my rock here, and now working here is fun...but it's not the same and I don't feel like I have anyone down here I can really talk to. It's been bugging me lately because I have a lot on my mind and I want to know that I have that one friend who I can run to and talk to about it in person.

I feel like as a person in general I'm way too clingy and demanding of my friends, but at the same time I want to make sure that someone out there still knows that I exist. I'm sure everyone has moments like that, but for me it's constant. I need to have a person to talk to, joke around with, or vent to. It's weird.

Well I'm not really sure what else I wanted to say, but I might keep doing this blog thing....wish me luck!