Well, I almost made it. I almost was able to blog every single day in a month. And on the 27th day, I failed.
On my behalf, I was in panic mode about tornadoes coming to kill me, but I did have time earlier that day that I could have worked with. So I apologize if you were waiting to see my blog yesterday. I did not mean to let you down!
Let's continue...the Royal Wedding is ALMOST HERE!!!! Who is excited?!?! I sure am!! In preparation I am waiting Bride Wars and the TLC coverage and talking about it. This is history happening right before my eyes and I do NOT want to miss it!
I might go to sleep for a few hours just to be fully prepped but I also need to clean my room and get ready to study for three days straight. I have two intense finals, biology and theatre history, and oh my goodness are they going to kill me. I hope I make it through next Wednesday just because I want to get to Florida!!
I hope that everyone is having a magical day and I'm sorry that I missed yesterday.
Current song - Here Comes the Bride
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
whoops (BEDA Day 26)
I totally almost forgot about this blog post. I have had a pretty interesting day, although it wasn't as hectic as it could have been.
We had our jazz final and I hope I got graded well on it [although I feel invisible in that class] and got to wear zombie makeup again. I won't be seeing it again for a while...*sigh* I skipped work because I got barely any sleep and decided to shower and sleep for a little while. Soon enough it was time for bio, callbacks, and now this assignment. I have lots left to do and no sanity, knowledge, or motivation to get through it, but of course I will. Florida is about a week away and I want to be there!
Speaking of Florida, that psychotic IDIOT from there just ruined a friend's job! I've been seething about my friend's ex-girlfriend who can't get over the fact that she's NOT RIGHT for him [or anyone because of her craziness] and got him fired today. If anyone deserved that job, Pat did. And I hope that she leaves Florida because no one deserves to be put through the hell she's put him through. There is no reason why someone would basically be doing hate crimes on a person who left a relationship on cordial terms. I hope she's happy because she is hated by everyone now.
Also, I hate hurting people. Whole different story, but whenever I try to break something gently to a person it only hurts them and it's not fair because I would never intentionally make someone feel like that. I've been that hurt person and I would never wish it on anyone!!
My vent for the day is that I feel like I burden people. I don't mean to, but I do. I fish for compliments, I cling to friends, I annoy people with long conversation. I wish it wasn't that way, but it is. Maybe one day I'll find out how to be less annoying. Until then, it's Godot time...
Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata
We had our jazz final and I hope I got graded well on it [although I feel invisible in that class] and got to wear zombie makeup again. I won't be seeing it again for a while...*sigh* I skipped work because I got barely any sleep and decided to shower and sleep for a little while. Soon enough it was time for bio, callbacks, and now this assignment. I have lots left to do and no sanity, knowledge, or motivation to get through it, but of course I will. Florida is about a week away and I want to be there!
Speaking of Florida, that psychotic IDIOT from there just ruined a friend's job! I've been seething about my friend's ex-girlfriend who can't get over the fact that she's NOT RIGHT for him [or anyone because of her craziness] and got him fired today. If anyone deserved that job, Pat did. And I hope that she leaves Florida because no one deserves to be put through the hell she's put him through. There is no reason why someone would basically be doing hate crimes on a person who left a relationship on cordial terms. I hope she's happy because she is hated by everyone now.
Also, I hate hurting people. Whole different story, but whenever I try to break something gently to a person it only hurts them and it's not fair because I would never intentionally make someone feel like that. I've been that hurt person and I would never wish it on anyone!!
My vent for the day is that I feel like I burden people. I don't mean to, but I do. I fish for compliments, I cling to friends, I annoy people with long conversation. I wish it wasn't that way, but it is. Maybe one day I'll find out how to be less annoying. Until then, it's Godot time...
Current song - Be Be Your Love - Rachel Yamagata
Monday, April 25, 2011
the life of a stage manager (BEDA Day 25)
Well hello ladies and gents. I'm sitting here at the audition table just waiting for them to be over. I've been stressing about this official position as a stage manager, but this is going surprisingly well! We're going quickly and everything is running smoothly. Of course, this is the easiest part of the process and boy am I scared for the rest of it, but I'm hoping that this is a good omen!
In other news, we talked to David Grendel today and he is a director of USITT [a huge theatre tech conference that a lot of us go to] and so I got a HUGE contact to network through. He already have me 3, count it, THREE contacts from Disney that he knew off the top of his head for me to contact about meeting and steps to get a job later on in life. I feel amazing about this and I cannot wait to contact them!
I hope that this week keeps me sane and I hope that you are all sane in this crazy week.
Have a magical night!
Current song - Greek Alphabet Song
In other news, we talked to David Grendel today and he is a director of USITT [a huge theatre tech conference that a lot of us go to] and so I got a HUGE contact to network through. He already have me 3, count it, THREE contacts from Disney that he knew off the top of his head for me to contact about meeting and steps to get a job later on in life. I feel amazing about this and I cannot wait to contact them!
I hope that this week keeps me sane and I hope that you are all sane in this crazy week.
Have a magical night!
Current song - Greek Alphabet Song
Sunday, April 24, 2011
I hate Internet (BEDA Day 24)
I just need an iPhone. This is the third time I've had to use an iPhone for BEDA and it's killing me because I just know how much life is going to SUCK next semester without a smart phone to get me through la bête. Speaking of which, the auditions are tomorrow and I hope they go well for both the people auditioning and myself as an sm. I guess we will find out tomorrow! Ahhhhh!
Since this is sarahs iPhone and I only get limited time with her as it is...I'm going to hang out with her! Good night, all!
Current song - born this way - lady gaga
Since this is sarahs iPhone and I only get limited time with her as it is...I'm going to hang out with her! Good night, all!
Current song - born this way - lady gaga
Saturday, April 23, 2011
the gray area (BEDA Day 23)
Uh....how is it already April 23rd??? The end of BEDA is quickly approaching and I don't think I'm ready for that!! As much as I enjoy blogging every day, I don't think I'll be able to blog as much afterwards just because not having to do it will make me not as excited about it. But I am definitely planning on blogging more often because this month has really helped me de-stress by telling you all of my problems. Ha. Ha.
So I'm just sitting here supposed to be doing homework with Nancy but I decided to write this because I don't have internet at my apartment AGAIN and I don't want to be caught there tonight without internet or a friend with an iphone and have to either go home or go on campus just to type this up. Therefore, the procrastination blog.
The dance shows both last night and this afternoon went well, although I ripped the seam of my dress more so now there's a huge slit all the way up my thigh instead of just past my knee. I hope that no one sees my nude leotard because that's just yucky!! Sarah, Madeleine, Sarah's mom, Madeleine's mom, and Ben all came to see me dance and it was GREAT to be on that stage, let me tell you! I like being on stage, but I am ready for the drama in my life to be over for a while, so this last show is coming as a blessing to me right now. I need to get focused on studying hard and making good grades on my finals so that I can keep my scholarships and get out of this town without any worries.
Another interesting thing that happened to me today was that my brother actually asked to hang out with me. Shocker, right?! He and I headed to Panera for some food and then went to Tiger Town to do some shopping. It was really fun because he didn't get frustrated with me.
So after this last show I have photo call and then I'm off to hang out with Sarah for a while and have girly time! I'll wash off this zombie make up for the last time and get ready to play with babies on Easter morning!! I hope that everyone is enjoying their weekends and that we can all get through this last part of the semester so that everyone can enjoy some SUMMER!!!
Current song - Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine
So I'm just sitting here supposed to be doing homework with Nancy but I decided to write this because I don't have internet at my apartment AGAIN and I don't want to be caught there tonight without internet or a friend with an iphone and have to either go home or go on campus just to type this up. Therefore, the procrastination blog.
The dance shows both last night and this afternoon went well, although I ripped the seam of my dress more so now there's a huge slit all the way up my thigh instead of just past my knee. I hope that no one sees my nude leotard because that's just yucky!! Sarah, Madeleine, Sarah's mom, Madeleine's mom, and Ben all came to see me dance and it was GREAT to be on that stage, let me tell you! I like being on stage, but I am ready for the drama in my life to be over for a while, so this last show is coming as a blessing to me right now. I need to get focused on studying hard and making good grades on my finals so that I can keep my scholarships and get out of this town without any worries.
Another interesting thing that happened to me today was that my brother actually asked to hang out with me. Shocker, right?! He and I headed to Panera for some food and then went to Tiger Town to do some shopping. It was really fun because he didn't get frustrated with me.
So after this last show I have photo call and then I'm off to hang out with Sarah for a while and have girly time! I'll wash off this zombie make up for the last time and get ready to play with babies on Easter morning!! I hope that everyone is enjoying their weekends and that we can all get through this last part of the semester so that everyone can enjoy some SUMMER!!!
Current song - Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine
Friday, April 22, 2011
A night of relaxation (BEDA Day 22)
Hello friends! Our Internet is out again so I'm lucky enough to be hanging out with my friend chris and he is being sweet enough to let me use his iPhone for some blogage time. I got to have both a lazy and productive day without being extremely bored or stressed. I woke up and washed the remnants of my zombie makeup and hair off of me before heading over to do some errands. Last night I definitely went to wal mart with Madeleine in my zombie makeup to see what people would do or say and the product was amazing! I got so many crazy looks and people were very confused so I had a great time!
After my errands today I got to see my best friend in the entire world, Sarah! I got to hang out with her for like an hour and a half to catch up with her since she had been in Italy for the past three months. I had to leave her to go do some schoolwork with some girls from my theatre history class. It's our last big assignment and I wanted to be done with it so I could start studying for my exams. We didn't quite finish the assignment but we got over half of it done and we are going to toss ideas around to each other before we want to have it done on Monday.
I'll sign off for now just because I'm hanging out with chris Cromer right now
Current song- too far- Kylie minogue
After my errands today I got to see my best friend in the entire world, Sarah! I got to hang out with her for like an hour and a half to catch up with her since she had been in Italy for the past three months. I had to leave her to go do some schoolwork with some girls from my theatre history class. It's our last big assignment and I wanted to be done with it so I could start studying for my exams. We didn't quite finish the assignment but we got over half of it done and we are going to toss ideas around to each other before we want to have it done on Monday.
I'll sign off for now just because I'm hanging out with chris Cromer right now
Current song- too far- Kylie minogue
Thursday, April 21, 2011
oh dear god. really?! (BEDA Day 21)
Wow. Really? Wow. I can't even talk about what's going on because it's not professional of me to discuss anything. Let's just say that I'm not stupid. I know what events are right and wrong in the professional world. There you go.
Away from the unneeded drama that just unfolded on me, I've had a decent day. I'm ready for the dance show to be over because I need to learn how to sleep again. I'm ready to get my last school assignment over with so that I can focus solely on my biology and theatre history final. I'm really ready to be done with the semester and back to my paradise for a little while!! I have never needed a break this badly and I am sooooo ready to get away from this town!! It is toxic and I need to leave more than ever.
I'm sitting in biology typing this, trying to think of everything else that I need to get done before the end of the day and before/during dress rehearsal/preview tonight. I'm excited to be back on the stage for the first time in three years and I'm really excited to see what my hair and makeup is going to look like tonight!
I hope that everyone is having magical weeks! I'm really considering making a new second channel before starting my summer video series about Disney World. I hope that people subscribe and look through it because I'm really interested in this and I want to get it all started up soon!!
April and August are definitely the worst months to do this idea of BEDA. They are probably the most busy any college student will ever be in the semester. *sigh* It's a good thing I've needed an outlet like this all month. Sorry if I'm annoying anyone!!!
Current song - Too Far - Kylie Minogue
Away from the unneeded drama that just unfolded on me, I've had a decent day. I'm ready for the dance show to be over because I need to learn how to sleep again. I'm ready to get my last school assignment over with so that I can focus solely on my biology and theatre history final. I'm really ready to be done with the semester and back to my paradise for a little while!! I have never needed a break this badly and I am sooooo ready to get away from this town!! It is toxic and I need to leave more than ever.
I'm sitting in biology typing this, trying to think of everything else that I need to get done before the end of the day and before/during dress rehearsal/preview tonight. I'm excited to be back on the stage for the first time in three years and I'm really excited to see what my hair and makeup is going to look like tonight!
I hope that everyone is having magical weeks! I'm really considering making a new second channel before starting my summer video series about Disney World. I hope that people subscribe and look through it because I'm really interested in this and I want to get it all started up soon!!
April and August are definitely the worst months to do this idea of BEDA. They are probably the most busy any college student will ever be in the semester. *sigh* It's a good thing I've needed an outlet like this all month. Sorry if I'm annoying anyone!!!
Current song - Too Far - Kylie Minogue
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