today

Well I got back officially from my trip today. I woke up at 6am with all of my clothes from yesterday still on and realized that I didn't remember anything after we had arrived at Jennie's house. Well....that was because I literally passed out on their guest bedroom bed, clothes and all. I was one tired puppy. I dozed again for another 3 hours and then had to move my car so Jennie's parents could go to work. After waking up myself and Madeleine, the three of us had breakfast and got ready for departure. Jennie's mom came back and played [Toy Story 3] Uno with us until Jennie was ready to lead us back to the interstate. After driving, talking, and singing with Madeleine for a couple of hours, we arrived home!!

I dropped of Madeleine, headed home, saw Frances at the apartments, took a shower, and headed over to Jeri's house to get the dogsitting duties. We ended up hanging out and talking for a few hours. I met all of her kids and her husband, and we literally had an awesome time just goofing off and chilling in random parts of their house. She has the best family, and I have the cutest dog to sit for!!!

After a few unexpected hours, I headed over to my friend Evelyn's house, and we ended up going to the grocery store for her to get cookie supplies! I got extremely hungry but I managed to control the hunger! The cookies weren't amazing, but we ended up having a nice chill girl night just talking about becoming more healthy and being good people. I hope that I get to see her more often because I've been so busy lately, and next semester isn't going to be much easier at all. But I want to make an effort to be friends with lots of different people because I'm the kind of person that likes to flit around to different things and experience tons of things instead of being stuck in one place all the time.

I ended up calling my dad really late and he was disappointed that I didn't call earlier to say I wasn't going to eat dinner with my family. I felt terrible because disappointing my dad is the worst feeling I get. Ever. He's my favorite person in the whole world and I hate that I let him down. And it's only going to get worse because my grades aren't going to be great this semester and he counts on me to be the strong child. Ugh. So I felt terrible about that but I ended up having a good day.

Tomorrow the plan is:
-clean my room, thoroughly
-try not to think about missing Orlando
-go to a gymnastics tournament with Evelyn
-see my family
-remind myself that Orlando is still coming soon
-start some homework
-ask Chase to help me pick out some Shakespeare
-force myself to stay away from the car so I won't drive to Orlando
-work on my audition song

I hope I end up completing those tasks successfully...

Current song: Accio Love-Ministry of Magic
Current bottle of water: 7